Real Faith Stories #36 – Jamie Winship – “I may never see my family again.”

Real Faith Stories #72  Jamie Winship – “I may never see my family again”

Following are my random notes minus the stories from this You Tube clip above introducing Jamie Winship with the minutes such as (5:32) inserted for quicker referencing. My spiritual mentor introduced me to him over two years ago and similarly to Carole Ward just recently, Jamie has opened for me spiritually new doors, perspectives, insights, opportunities, & responsibilities. Enjoy a life changing video. merlin

I desired to be a policeman since 8th grade, met a recovery nurse at 17 after surgery introduced me to Christ, wanted to be a policeman like she was a nurse. 1.) as a WDC policeman, was never to talk religion, NEVER, not even a review process for the infraction; 2.) no where to go to find out how to share your faith, areas we’re not even trained in,

Carried a notebook, Acts my model : in time I learned Lord, 1.) what do you want me to know; and 2.) what do you want me to do? When, in a dead end, situation without precedent I learned, 1.) God still speaks & 2.) his word still cuts.. we (church) don’t believe this anymore…The more we pursue the Lord, the further he’ll take us… he’ll keep (5:32)raising our level of observing his presence in our midst , plus then, he walks us through our fear out to the other side of it, actually we do not become braver, we become less fearful, we become fearless, not this macho, but very calm,

Then the Lord takes us to the next level, because we’re afraid of everything all the time, most of our decisions as humans are all self-protection and self-promotion, Christians as well, we make decisions based on fear, risk assessment, counting the cost, ….. What do you want me to know, what do you want me to do?

(6:50) Question: Give me example: We had an abduction of a 3rd grader in early 80’s when a kid vanished, 2 hrs late on the trail, I told the father “we’re going to find him” not an accepted protocol. Drive away from scene 3 blocks pulled over & stopped. Thinking “What do I need to know & what shall I do?” Can You locate a kid? You are a God of mercy. What’s your probable cause for pulling this car over? Nope- not gonna  work! Where did you get the idea to stop that car? I felt the presence of evil! A training officer said “trust your gut, trust your gut,” that’s how cops talk about it. Why would I just sit there and feel bad after the moment of opportunity passed? Definition of obedience in OT is to hear (listen) and respond. Hear O Israel, the Lord is one Lord! “It is not here is a list of rules,” that’s crazy, rather “hear & respond.” Basically, I’d asked the question and God responded, other times I sat on it, not perfect, Too often we get stuck in the listening mode, always receiving & getting fed, so when it’s time to exercise our muscles of faith, we end up just sitting there paralyzed…too busy looking at other persons and how God spoke to 13:00 them, rather than to us.. God doesn’t want us to compare ourselves to others, he speaks to us uniquely, it is all about worship and abiding, I can’t tell you what to know, but I can tell you how to know, the goal is not what to know, but rather how to know….

14:00 Jesus was not about formulas, but how do we know what to do! How did Jesus know to talk to the Samaritan woman? Why did you even go to her? How did He know what to say? “I say what the Father is saying, I see what the Father is doing… It is not how to do evangelism, the Four Laws, how did you even know to go (14:30)  to her?  I say what the Father is saying, I do what the father is doing, otherwise you’re just imitating whoever.. For example, a person is motivated/prompted to say something by the Lord, but when you hear it, the Spirit of God awakened or prompted your mind so that you heard instead what you needed to hear for the task at hand, …. (15:06) Where does a formula play in there? Not to be locked  in to a formula which is false, actually it is the mystery of relationship,  based on truth-telling…..

15:50 Question: How did you transition from being a police officer to your foreign assignments in Islamic  countries?  A walk with Christ is always a progression, and an ascension, every human has a biology of transcension, of looking up and out, all creation is this way, never gets to remain stagnant, stationary, made to move and grow, changing, and be transformed by the “renewing of our minds, then you’ll know the more excellent way”.. as I was practicing this as a policemen, I was progressing into higher levels of interactions, relationships, and getting promoted by being creative with Him, if you’re not creative, something is not right…

(16.49) Phone call from a magistrate to meet a gov official who asked me “how do you do what you do? Had files of every case I’d worked… how are you closing these cases, like this one for example? I don’t think you’ll like my strategy, we don’t care, we do like your results! “It involves my capacity of tapping into hearing God speak, and doing what God says in these different cases” and the guy said “yeah, I don’t like that.” “By their fruit they will know you… we can spend all day explaining to the world why we believe what we believe, and all that, but just do it, we just need to do it, let the world see it, like my nurse when I was 17 in recovery, she never explained anything to me, she just did it, she was it, her “being” informed her “doing” and that connected with me, for years…

(18:40) Question: Can you do this in a Muslim country? 1979. Are Muslims different than other humans? What I’m doing works with humans. Just because you think Muslims are different than you, that is already your mistake.. already your strategies are failing…. Agent spins a real time scenario, JW listening as he always does, “I have the mind of Christ, I have the Spirit of the Living God inside of me, so I’m listening inside the Trinity to the situation, not just me, and I’m using all my past police experiences and what God has taught me, … and so I explained what we’d do… and he says “you’re hired.”  Offered package on the spot, that’s how desperate the world is for new ways of thinking about things! Instead of conforming to patterns of the world over and over again. And so that was the beginning of me thinking of employment overseas….

20:22 This is God inviting me into the next level of who I am, identity on a higher scale, with greater risk and opportunity… I will not sign a contract with you because that contract alone with you will destroy anything that would work, it cannot be attached to foreign policy… so I will take the challenge but no contractual relationship. I cannot serve two masters…. It took me three years to prepare the strategy ( Moses of OT gets strategy credit) and the bad guys hired me and put me in their university…. and my wife and I did this work all over the globe for 26 years.. Mission explained. (23:00) Model was “Attack & Extract” during which time I lost my capacity to just listen to God and have Him tell me what to do… I had progressed into an academic framework in my mind, I left my “heart” and went into my “head.” (Amazing analysis and we all fight this battle… Question though is how often until we learn??) Conflict emerged. Got sloppy. Spur of the moment reaction I broke the law of the country. Notified I would be given a 10 yr prison sentence. Fear emerged and consumed me and the 6 member, Once our positive imaginations becomes fear projecting – Self-protection and self-promotion producing an all-consuming anxiety, all on me to figure it out, (30:00) trial account, why am I deconstructing all this stuff, Jesus didn’t do that.. God, I feel this is all my mistake, God’s presence confirmed my suspicions… I broke their laws, insulting their god, I on the spot in my trial asked for God’s forgiveness… He did! Returned to “What do you want me to know, What do you want me to do?” Welcome back Son from the religion of Christianity, into abiding in Christ?

33:10 Does anyone want to speak to speak on his behalf?

38:00 “Listen, I’m doing this for you. When you open your mouth to these pupils, you are insulting them, and their feelings. And I know what you’re trying to say, but you better find another way of saying it..… That is the word of the Lord right to me. Your job is not to go around the world and insult people, and use shame and guilt to convert persons from one religious system to another, you love those people, and you self-empty for them, and you sacrifice for them, and you love them unconditionally, that’s what Jesus does for people. I never forgot that lesson. And the Lord let me walk through all that just to wake me up. What is my goal here? To prove I’m right and they are wrong or is it to be other-focused, self -emptying, sacrificial, loving unconditionally?….. This transforms people, It’s what that recovery nurse did for me while suffering thru my ridicule 5 days. Not built on power and control, built on love..    

That’s all for now.

Go forth now and live amazed, continually asking “God, what do you want me to know about this task at hand?” And that being answered, “just what do you want me to do about it?” >>>>>  merlin

If Conservatives Want To Defend Manliness, They Better Know What It Means….

I find this article worthy of sharing as I specifically have not observed this issue reviewed in my usual sources nor do I imagine you have either. I may draw the ire of a few of you but that’s OK. We all need to be challenged continually, or what’s the point? “I believe by enduring the intricacies and challenges during the process of either learning or achievement, on the journey to our destination, is exactly what makes the destination ultimately rewarding and valuable to us, preparing us then, for yet, another summit.” (merlin 020222)

A good friend of mine, Isaiah, today brought the fact to my attention that our pastor never makes a reference to either political party – he just stays with the Scriptures… likely inferring I should do the same, just after I sent him a podcast that I requested he only listen to specific minutes, 36-50. I know Isaiah well enough to know that he may likely short circuit if he listened to the earlier minutes … which he did, and from the very beginning … and he did quit listening. No problem, I understand it perfectly. I once was there too and still struggle at times. Perhaps it was simply information overload. Isaiah said the podcast speaker mentioned “stolen elections, “blue cities,” and other such toxic statements that simply further polarize our country. He was also sadden that I would promote this type of rhetoric but that he still loves me as a brother. And I know, that he really, really does. He is one of my strongest supporters and I do send him my stuff at times to review it before I publish it. Actually, I try not to promote anything except to lift up Jesus (see John 12:32 from Feb 1 Utmost) so I do very cautiously share my ideas much as the Apostle Paul shared about eating meats or dietary practices to avoid offense.

So I know assuredly Isaiah and I are not always on the same page. So what? That’s life. Get over it. I believe as a faith facilitator I’ve been empowered by the Holy Spirit to usually rise above such relationship stress or glitches. First it is a choice, and secondly, and this is so much harder, is to so love the truth of the situation so much that you intimately realize it is not at all about you, but rather, all about them. That wasn’t cool in my generation, and regardless of the word for it today, it still isn’t. Actually, it’s impossible without divine help.

My off the cuff crude response to Isaiah went as follows: “Say, I listen to a wide variety of stuff. I ignore the rhetoric on both sides and go for the gold. From 36 minutes to the end, that podcast had a perspective of merit I find refreshing and needed today as together we strive for solutions. I knew the earlier minutes would short circuit you so I tried to expose you only to the meat. No offense taken. I have thick skin. Sometimes mining for Truth requires we throw a lot of scrap out the back door!”

Next, I addressed his comment about our pastor. “Doesn’t he have to promote or present only the idealized interpretation of scripture in his position as pastor? Otherwise the congregation in today’s climate may well be in near total chaos. I see no wiggle room for him currently.”

But then I go on to ask Isaiah, “But do you think I’m bound similarly as a member in the same congregation? What about the other members? Is there no other thinking allowed outside your “personally perceived truth box?”(PPTB). I say, for the church, and in this case, for me and my friend, this is where the rubber meets the road, in that we each may interpret and yet respect many of the “outside the box hot buttons” vastly differently from the stance of our brothers and sisters…. and just what do I usually do about it? Too often in my past I may have ostracized, polarized, ridiculed, etc., or if I were a more subdued Menno, I would just be silent; sit, soak, sulk, sour, and “seethe,” before I split to elsewhere.

Is it remotely even possible we claiming to be anabaptists do not practice what we preach? At times I actually believe we are some of the most paranoid easily threatened and divisive Christians out there. I should know for I was one of them for most of my life. But because my wife Loretta extended to me such unbelievable forgiveness, grace and mercy for 40 plus years, accompanied by some very unique life circumstances, world events, and a community of intimate believers that loved me when I was not really very lovable, all account for me even being here, and the fact that He is, still very much refining me.

I realized I was so very much missing the core and heart of Carole Ward’s message to the American church as she presented it in her interview in my 1/15/22 blog. At some future time we will delve much deeper into the cures for the challenges we all face daily.

All this is merely the introduction to possibly “drawing your ire” with the “manliness” article, which regardless of your position on that continuum, is a worthy read by John Daniel Davidson as presented in the Federalist.

I particularly found George Washington’s apparent plagiarism (perhaps mere editing) of these maxims originating in the late sixteenth century in France and were popularly circulated in America during Washington’s time. It is reported he began this document he titled “110 Rules For Civility” when he was only 14 years old. All 110 are listed and they are a hoot. Some compare their merits to the famous quote near the end of the 4th volume of Douglas Southall Freeman’s epic four volume biography of Robert E Lee, when he answered in response to an infant’s mother asking him to bless her child, he simply said, “Teach him he must deny himself.” Powerful words! A worthy identity garnered even if you never read the article!

Note Senator Josh Hawley and David Azerrad of Hillsdale College, both have links in this article. For some of you, that is well beyond your comfort zone and an easy out for you. I certainly understand. Blessings to all of you in your pursuit of worthy truths to guide your pathways into your unknowns>>>>>merlin

https://thefederalist.com/2022/01/28/if-conservatives-want-to-defend-manliness-they-better-know-what-it-means/

Abraham Lincoln’s Timeliness of Perspective for Us Today

from his Lyceum Address on Jan 27, 1838, 184 years ago.

Against the backdrop of a controversial killing of a black man in St. Louis and seething rage across the United States, a young lawyer stood before a small group of men and delivered a speech that would make him famous.

“If destruction be our lot,” he proclaimed, “we must ourselves be its author and finisher. As a nation of freemen, we must live through all time, or die by suicide.”

The young man was Abraham Lincoln in the year 1838. The black man was Francis McIntosh, a freedman who had been chained to a tree and burned to death by a white mob. The Civil War wouldn’t officially begin for over two decades, but the twenty-eight-year-old Lincoln already recognized one of the warning signs of an unraveling society: disregard for the rule of law.

Lincoln continued,

I hope I am over wary; but if I’m not, there is, even now something of ill-omen amongst us. I mean the increasing disregard for law which pervades the country; the growing disposition to substitute the wild and furious passions, in lieu of the sober judgements of Courts, and the worse than savage mobs, for the executive ministers of justice. This disposition is awfully fearful in any community; and that it exists now in ours , though grating to our feelings to admit, it would be a violation of truth, and an insult to our intelligence, to deny. Accounts of outrages, committed by mobs, form the every-day news of the times.

Lincoln was not “over-wary.” His concerns would be played out repeatedly until the entire nation exploded into bloody war. Unfortunately, we are again witnessing “something of an ill-omen amongst us” as mobs periodically assemble in various communities across the country, emerging in acts of violence, theft, and swelling unrest.

We are experiencing the attempted destruction of life and liberty in our own heartland from coast to coast. It is all-out rebellion against the rule of law. For years we have seen blatant disregard of laws, from our borders to our very halls of governance. The root of it all is setting aside God’s Word, His Law, and disregarding His counsel. At this moment there are evil men who intend to set our nation on fire, burning up forever the greatest national expression of freedom’s beauty ever witnessed by mortal man. America, with all of its ills, failures, and need for correction from time to time, is still the greatest example of a nation established on the rule of law as revealed in sacred Scriptures.

Right now in our country, some foolishly zealous people are encouraging a revolt against the rule of law and accusing those who risk their lives seeking to protect our citizens as though they were targets to be attacked, discredited, and destroyed. Many are simply ignorant of the facts, but others are intentional provocateurs, manipulating the media and the crowd for their own selfish gain. Still others are agents of evil, stirring up passions to provoke violence, as exemplified by death chants against police officers. This is worse than nonsense. It is terrorism at home!

Again, Lincoln recognized this destructive spirit:

When men take it in their heads today, to hang gamblers, or burn murderers, they should recollect, that, in the confusion usually attending such transactions, they will be as likely to hang or burn someone who is neither a gambler nor a murderer as one who is; and that, acting upon the example they set, the mob of tomorrow, may, and probably will, hang or burn some of them by the very same mistake. And not only so; the innocent, those who have ever set their faces against violations of law in every shape, alike with the guilty, fall victims to the ravages of mob law; and thus it goes on, step by step, till all the walls erected for the defense of the persons and property of individuals, are trodden down, and disregarded. But all this even, is not the full extent of the evil. By such examples, by instances of the perpetrators of such acts going unpunished, the lawless in spirit, are encouraged to become lawless in practice; and having been used to no restraint, but dread of punishment, they thus become, absolutely unrestrained. Having ever regarded Government as their deadliest bane, they make a jubilee of the suspension of its operations, and pray for nothing so much, as its total annihilation.

 After the tragedy in Ferguson, Missouri, President Obama seemed as if he were seeking to undermine the Supreme Court, Congress, and even our justice system. His remarks condemning police officers who were proven to have acted justly and his quick association with supposed victims who, when the facts came forth, were proven to be in the wrong, play a significant part in the lawless spirit pervading our land today. The president may have been playing to the populace, but he was undermining the very constitution he was entrusted to protect. Politicians toeing this line will win friends among the mobs but alienate an even greater number of honest citizens, as Lincoln noted:

Good men, men who love tranquility, who desire to abide by the laws, and enjoy their benefits, who would gladly spill their blood in the defense of their country; seeing their property destroyed; their families insulted, and their lives endangered; their persons injured; and seeing nothing in prospect that forebodes a change for the better; become tired of, and disgusted with, a Government that offers them no protection; and are not much averse to a change in which they imagine they have nothing to lose. Thus, then, by the operation of this mobocractic spirit, which all must admit, is now abroad in the land, the strongest bulwark of any Government, and particularly of those constituted like ours, may effectually be broken down and destroyed.

 Lincoln took on, as we must, the enemy within. By our own disregard of the Word, wisdom, and counsel of God, we have allowed the enemy of life and freedom to set in motion a tsunami of moral and economic collapse destroying personal responsibility and true freedom. Good people – godly people – must stand up and speak the truth. Pure passion can be misguided and dangerous. We need, as Lincoln pointed out, “general intelligence, sound morality, and in particular, a reverence for the constitution and the laws.”

This practice of playing to the mobs must end. That means voters must repudiate any politician, regardless of party, who demonstrates this tendency. Instead, we must learn to come together in peace, calm, and unwavering strength to face the enemy for all who long for and love freedom, or we will watch it vanish from this once great nation and the entire world.

Our nation was founded on biblical principles. To these we must hold. These truths are our only hope, for as Lincoln concluded, “Upon these let the proud fabric of freedom rest, as the rock of its basis; and as truly as has been said of the only greater institution, ‘the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.’”

Taken from James Robison’s 2016 book “The Stream: Refreshing Hearts & Minds Renewing Freedom’s Blessings.” All of Lincoln’s quotes come from his Lyceum Address Jan 27, 1938. Available at www.abrahamlincolnonline.org/lincoln/speeches/lyceum.htm. See Lynching of Francis McIntosh Wikipedia for more details.

Widows, Worship, & Changing the Calendar

Today I am compelled to share Ferree’s writing’s with you. Now 48 years into our marriage, Loretta and I realize that although we’ve been richly blessed, we have no guarantees for tomorrow but are increasingly aware we’re being drawn into worship. We were planned for God’s pleasure and our doing that is worship. Anthropologists have noted that worship is a universal urge , hard-wired into the very fiber of our being – an inbuilt need to connect with God. Worship is far more than music, and not merely a synonym for music. Actually, every part of a church service and far beyond may be acts of worship!

Having just finished her book, I am reminded of Evelyn Husband’s telling in “High Calling” of the Columbia shuttle disaster of 2003, how at her husband Rick’s memorial service while watching video clips of her late husband both sing and speak at his own memorial service, that “in the middle of my immeasurable grief, something happened: I worshipped. I got lost in God’s holiness and provision. I was swept away by his faithfulness and presence. In the depths of my agonizing heartache, God was there comforting and holding me.” King Jesus wants to do the same with us in our daily living, not just during tragedies

PDL author Rick Warren is spot on stating worship is not part of your life, it is your life. Col. 3:23 Message Paraphrase says “Take your everyday life, ordinary life—your sleeping, eating, going-to-work-life, and walking around life—and place it before God as an offering.”

Real worship is all about falling in love with Jesus, wanting to know him, to please him anyway possible, and again, continually, regardless, and best of all, in the absence of fear. I’ve heard it said the safest place you can ever be in this world is in the center of God’s will. Sometimes since covid, because of all the posted no fear signs, it seems that the Christian’s identity with John 3:16 has possibly been replaced by I John 4:18 “There is no fear in love; but perfect  love casts out all fear; because fear hath torment. He that fears is not made perfect in love.” Actually both verses are so spot-on!

Perhaps we do not usually associate fear and worship typically with widows, but my personal experience with such loss and healing proves otherwise. Therefore, relax and relish Ferree’s experiential wisdom of grieving sent out 1/27/22 via email to subscribers of Plain Values.

Click on the link below to view the email to get better acquainted with Ferree.

https://plainvalues.substack.com/p/changing-the-calendar?r=690o5&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email

PROUD PEOPLE VS. BROKEN PEOPLE

This was originally written and presented frequently by Nancy Leigh DeMoss, I think sometime during the 1990’s. A copy was attached on my lab incubator door since then and I am deeply appreciative of the wisdom it has provided me. This afternoon after listening to Carole Ward again in SS this morning, (see prior post) I felt compelled to tackle Nancy’s original document and perform some major editorial license slicing & dicing to prayerfully and hopefully enhance the effectiveness of her original message to us today.

And especially so, during this uniquely historical moment both politically and spiritually, no matter where we each find ourselves on this continuum of being proud vs. broken. I envision this document’s underlying message as an absolute necessary precursor for many of us to literally inhale in preparation for the numerous spiritual battle engagements Carole so aptly identified for the North American church throughout her 50:31 min. clip sent out in yesterday’s blog. I thank God that such frail faithful humans though remarkably Spirit empowered broken clay vessels, such as Nancy and Carole are speaking truth in such great darkness today. May we too, be so empowered by His light. And sooner than later.

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PROUD PEOPLE (PP)focus on the failures of others. BROKEN PEOPLE (BP) are overwhelmed with the sense of their own spiritual need.

PP have a critical, fault-finding spirit; they look at everyone else’s faults with a microscope but conveniently ignore their own blemishes… BP are compassionate; they can forgive much because they know how much they’ve been forgiven.

PP are self-righteous, look down on others. BP esteem others better than themselves.

PP are independent & self sufficient. BP possess a dependent spirit seeking to join God’s work wherever needed.

PP maintain control at all costs; must be their way or else. BP surrender control aiding & assisting wherever God is at work.

PP have to prove they are right! BP are willing to yield the right to be right.

PP claim rights. BP yield their rights.

PP exude a demanding selfish attitude. BP are internally compelled by a giving sacrificial demeanor.

PP are self-protective of time, rights, and reputation. BP deny self so as to always elevate Christ.

PP desire to be served. BP are motivated to serve others.

PP desire to be a success. BP desire to help others become the best possible version of themselves.

PP desire to be recognized & appreciated. BP possess a healthy sense of their unworthiness and are thrilled to be used at all, always eager for others to get the credit.

PP on a good day, may think briefly what they could do for God. BP know they have nothing to offer God but their love and appreciation.

PP feel confident in how much they know. BP are humbled by how much they have yet to learn.

PP are always calculating their next selfish move. BP are not driven by selfish personal agendas.

PP keep people at arm’s length. BP risk being close to others by loving selflessly.

PP are quick to blame others and the ripples engulf us. BP accept responsibility; they can see their errors and are empowered to self-correct.

PP are unapproachable. BP are “easy to be entreated.”

PP are defensive when criticized. BP receive criticism with a humble open heart.

PP are concerned with being “socially respectable.” BP are only concerned with being a trusted ambassador for Christ.

PP are too often concerned with what others think. BP understand all that matters is what God knows and obedience to Him.

PP find it difficult to reveal or share their spiritual needs or desires with others. BP are quick to admit failure and seek forgiveness.

PP when confessing sin, deal only in generalities. BP can deal with the needed and relevant specifics of the sin.

PP are remorseful for sin when caught or discovered. BP are repentant for their sins and forsake them.

PP compare themselves with others and relish in the deserving of honor and recognition. BP only compare themselves to the holiness of God and their desperate need for His mercy and grace.

PP are blind to their true heart condition. BP celebrate walking in the Light of Scripture & Holy Spirit.

PP don’t think they have anything to repent of. BP possess a continual heart attitude of repentance.

PP are proud unbroken persons who don’t think they need revival but they are sure everyone else does. BP are humble broken persons who continually sense their need for a fresh encounter with God and a fresh filling of His Holy Spirit.

Blessings as you GO FORTH LISTENING, DISCERNING, & PREPARING>>>>>mle

Carole Ward: Favor of God Ministries … Nations Podcast

Carole Ward lives a life many would not believe is real. She dares to follow God and change nations one life at a time. Here is the story of one woman’s commitment to her God and to the love for His people.

Her journey and her story began by stepping out in faith when she prayed with a sincere heart, “send me where no one wants to go.” Although she was told repeatedly by US authorities and other organizations she would come back in a body bag, Carole through her faith in the power of God has been transforming lives in Northern Uganda and South Sudan for the Kingdom for the last fourteen years.

The Lord has since used her ministry to rescue countless children from the clutches of the rebel leader Joseph Kony, who had trained 30,000 of them to be used as soldiers, sent out on killing rampages against their own people. After being healed physically, spiritually and emotionally by the Lord, many of these, now grown, have become active members of Carole’s large ministry staff. She has been training godly men and women of Uganda and South Sudan to carry on as missionaries to their own people instead of relying on outsiders.

Carole was trained and led by the Holy Spirit to raise up national leaders instead of procuring more American missionaries. This is why Carole believes empowering the nation to heal itself is being done by portable Bible Schools, training centers and the establishment of hundreds of churches in even the remotest areas. Large revival meetings help spread the gospel across the regions, followed by dramatic miracles and healing everywhere.

Merlin now speaking, I first began listening to this 50 minute clip on the January 12, 2022, just prior to leaving for Shaker Square to celebrate our 48th wedding anniversary. We were planning to finish listening while driving up but in our haste we left our phone so it’s conclusion was postponed until we returned home…. and I have heard it at least 5 more times since. I spoke to Carole’s office in Bradenton FL yesterday seeking documents and just ordered a used copy of her book co-authored with Barbara H Martin titled appropriately “Send Me Where No One Else Wants to Go.”

This 50 min clip, (that you may need to rewind or back-up to start at the beginning) certainly changed my perspective of doing LIFE here forward in the time yet allotted me. Carole literally strips off many of our prejudicial quirky beliefs and convictions that we’ve accumulated to-date from our “experiences” offered as strategies proliferating even more published “cemetery” information (I credit Pastor Dr. Howard Hendricks) and their subsequent wide spectrum applications, with unfortunately, little if any, actual worthy NT Acts of transformation.

On Tuesday, I picked up my monthly allotment of books at Christian Aid Ministries in Berlin and just began Friday night reading one of my favorite authors, Gary Miller’s new book “Reaching America.” He does have a way with words making the point “On Sunday we talk as though we want seekers, but many times when they appear, we find their presence inconvenient.” Gary admittedly says the following three categories are too simplistic, but he very uniquely divides today’s seekers that may show up in church into three basic types: “Manny Ishues,” “Seekun Ttooth,” and “Indy Cided.” Sorry, these are sufficient fodder for their own blog so I suggest you get your own copy to capture his reflective definitions and perspectives.

I rather anticipate Carole’s perspective on this 50 min clip ( she has more… her 26 or 28 min clip is pregnant with teaching) will effect far more transformational spiritual changes than anything I’ve ever offered prior. As some are inclined to say, myself included, “I guess we’ll see” or more generic, “truth always prevails.”

Just consider the “Baptism in Love” possibilities though, to effect REAL change, not just here in Wayne-Holmes or KMC or even the Americas, but across the whole planet! Even gives this Tonga underground volcano tsunami greater perspective! Pay attention.

Blessings as you GO FORTH SEEKING TRUTH>>>>> mle

Week One of 2021

First came the Achy Connective Tissue Flu….

Warning! This blog is not like any prior! Read at your own risk.

lost the last week of 2021. Seriously, I was totally mentally incapacitated. Perhaps the theory that the white hats instigated Omicron to once for all end this covid crud crap by providing all of planet earth’s yet living residents their needed natural immunity regardless of their injection history to date, any current or projected trauma, etc. It was bad! In fact it was so bad that Jan 1st  just before midnight, I realized our men’s prayer group was to meet Sun 8 AM. I awoke in time but not to dress so I went in my PJ’s . Told Loretta I’m not going to church, I’ll be back after prayer meeting. It was an amazing turnout too! Standing room only. I told everyone I wasn’t staying for church since I’d come in my PJ’s. But you know what? If you sleep in classy PJ’s, who is ever going to even notice? Especially with today’s fashions. So I decided to stay for church. PJ’s and all. Of course, I sat in my usual and customary pew in the east balcony, affording me a complete view of everyone in attendance.

And after the inspiring message spoken just right at me on my Damascus Rd encounter that prior week of crud, detailing so well  

1.) my sucky conditions of late;

2.) my confrontations & His ability to transform them;

3.) my big time confusion… Who are you Lord?;

4.) my current calling, get up, get dressed, No PJ’s, go into the city, stay for Church and SS!  Then I’ll tell what’s next..;

5.) followed by Commitment… not sure Carl, was it my C to Him, OR, His C to me?. Perhaps both!

 I even then met with my SS class of 4 die hard males!  Ages 85, 83, 73, and a youngster in his 40’s yet! I was at church over 4 hours in my PJ’s. Seldom am I ever at church that long!

Then Regaining Momentum….

So Monday  and Tuesday did not go well. Likely no big surprise. But I accomplished some major reading that will forever change my spiritual lookout as a coaching faith facilitator in the remaining time I have. I read in Moody Highlights (Paul’s name is on the label though) that Dr Gary Chapman at his retirement celebration recently told of visiting Lottie Moons gravesite years ago and was expecting to see a great gravestone; instead all he saw was a small stone engraved with her name, birth and death dates, and words that made Dr Gary weep at the time: Faithful until death. Lottie spent nearly 40 years (1873-1912) living and working in China. Born to affluent parents on her ancestral 1500 acre tobacco plantation near Charlottesville VA, she early on was a scoffer of faith until she was in college attending a revival service. She was one of the first women in the South to receive a Masters degree from UVA.

Finally, It was Time to put on the coveralls and get some work done…

On Wed in preparation for the colder weather I saw forecasted, I put on my coveralls and decided it was high time to get ready for the Artic blast. Actually temps were in the 40’s when I tackled getting my tool barn ready for winter. I pulled the Zero turn out, hooked up to the trailer and backed it in toward my 15 bags of potatoes ( only half-ful so I can handle them) that were put away last summer for friends and family. At harvest, I went thru them diligently separating those with blemishes and giving them away early on. Since, I’ve only been over to diminish the pile twice. I was really interested to see how well they were “wintering” thus far. I went thru each bag dumping them slowly into 5 gal buckets looking for culls that should be used earlier. And I was happy to have only sorted out maybe 8 lbs for such priority use. And I only found five spuds that had blackened, hardened and shrunk down since harvest. Last year I found too many more that had turned to “soft mush” frequently affecting a few more about them as well… but not one like that this year. So thankful, but in all honesty, I have no idea why or why not! Divine Providence!

I shall presume what I am witnessing amongst these “storing well” spuds on Wednesday, was natural immunity un-provoked by any such forced injections wherein they simply self-isolated restricting  any further spoilage. So in time, these 13 bags were re-situated into our garage on boards so they are off the concrete, wrapped up in old blankets, and then darkened by several black mats that inhibited weed growth during the summer. And in case, garage temps dip dangerously close to freezing before spring, we do have a natural gas heater available to lessen the chill…

So with the spud transaction transition complete, I turned my attention to moving the summer implements, such as the push mower, both tillers, and the 60 in. zero turn further forward into the space where the spuds had earlier resided. But now two other implements were in the on deck circle, that being my ’61 Cub Cadet with its unique rear carrier that Sterling McFarren had built years earlier for transporting himself and “making firewood” tools to and from any such endeavors of falling timber that were suddenly to present themselves. This carrier was large enough for both Stihl chainsaws, a jug of chain oil, a 2 gal jug of mixed fuel for the saws, plus a small plastic pail with 2 wedges, a rubber hammer, a vise grips, a channel Lock, screwdrivers, extra chains, etc.

FYI, one of the last times I used the Cub Cadet, I decided to make it a family outing. Since my dog was never taught to heel, (and just why not, could well be fodder for a classic short story, if not a novel on child rearing!)  I thought I’d attach a short rope to the Cub’s hitch with a link so as to attach it to my dog’s leash, Sir O Riley, so that he could accompany me on these adventuresome jaunts into our property’s 10 acre world of derelict decaying decomposing at one time magnificent stalwart Ash trees.

Historically, such trees were highly sought after by two very unique industries. For years prior to “synthetics” being introduced into the world of baseball, the baseball bat of choice was made from Ash wood. Also, since the beginning of time, horse drawn implements requiring a singletree attachment  between the team, frequently if readily available, also preferred Ash lumber.

First consider baseball. For decades, baseball bats had been exclusively of ash. But in the mid 1990s, Sam Holman, a sort of Johnny Mapleseed of baseball bats, started experimenting with maple, giving samples to several players, for the nearby Toronto Blue Jays. Eventually one found its way into Bonds hands. He liked the way it felt, and the results seemed self-evident. Correlation might not imply causation, but imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.

Since Bonds started using a maple bat to crush balls into McCovey Cove, maple has supplanted ash as Major League baseball’s wood of choice, a fortuitous change since America’s supply of ash has been imperiled by an invasive beetle species. It’s estimated now that around three-quarters of major leaguers swing a maple bat, and even though that’s brought its own problems, maple dominance is only expected to increase. It seems ballplayers are a superstitious lot, and ballplayers believe maple makes for better hitting, – even if the science might not exactly back it up. Oh, dear! And just where have we heard the likes of that before? Taken from Deadspin and Vince Guerrieri “How Maple Bats Kicked Ash and Conquered Baseball (8/28/18 2:45PM))

So, since our increasingly globalist driven world isn’t yet in a race for securing horse drawn implements, the availability of sufficient ash lumber here in OH shall not be of any great consequence to anyone. And I also suspect that Amish manufacturers, such as Pioneer Manufacturing, now Pioneer Corp, are well prepared for their future even though ash was the stronger lumber while also being among the lightest, and that the ash choice for singletrees was strictly one of many waiting in the wings given the Amish ingenuity, especially in this Wayne/Holmes community.

 By far the bigger peril to be exacted yet though in the former prolific woodlands of the ash trees across  OH and PA, will simply be the effects of gravity on the remaining trees. Within the past decade, I personally had two acquaintances killed by falling ash limbs while cutting firewood. Soon many woodlots with dead ash trees will be too dangerous even for children to play in or near unless the trees are closely scrutinized. The same is true for many of our roads, whether township or even St Rts. However, unlike the globalists continually needling their afflictions into all aspects of productive society, the statute of limitations will run out eventually on these dead ash trees. I predict within ten years the bulk of the towering danger will be safely at rest on the ground decomposing, although long past its usefulness as firewood.     

One final note though, that I do need to clarify. The only time Riley was ever so engaged with the Cub Cadet for his adventure to helping make firewood was the very first time I set it up, Monday June 29th, 2020. That date was remembered well because I logged nearly 21 miles that day on my Oura tracker working up 4 larger dead ash trees never once suspecting the next day (30th) the cardiac testing would reveal heart problems that then on the July 1st at 10 AM brought everyone running placing me in an ambulance headed to Aultman in Canton to fix a Widow Maker on July 7th.

And no, Riley and I have not done the caper again. We may soon go out on a bright sunny day to cut up several of at least a dozen ash trees on the ground that continually bug my 32 window peripheral vision perspective. I do live in my mother’s house. We designed it for her. She definitely instilled in me a love for trees, for cornfields, raspberries, anything green, and even more importantly, from the Genesis account:  And God said, “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over ….

You realize from my perspective as a MN woodsman since age nine, God created trees first for their intrinsic and holy beauty, and when mature, then for lumber, perhaps even shavings, etc. and if all else went a-muck in their lifecycle , they were always good for firewood but only if processed in a timely manner, so as not to bug my peripheral vision of being “wasted” wood. “Waste not, want not.”

 Neither the historical Marxists nor their elite globalists yet understand either waste or want; and certainly not “God is love,” or John 3:16, or ….. Sad indeed! Do remember how simple life really is: Faithful until death.

Go forth living in your fleeting moments of visible vapor leading to the commitment ….

Faithful until death!!>>>>>  merlin

Choosing The Right Kind of Help

Utmost For His Highest Dec 20

“And if I’m Lifted Up . . .I will draw all peoples to Myself” (John 12:32).

 Again, I’m compelled to continue this vital Utmost narrative. . mle

Very few of us have any understanding of the reason why Jesus died. If sympathy is all that human beings need, then the Cross of Christ is an absurdity and there is absolutely no need for it. What the world needs is not “a little bit of love,” but major surgery.

When you find yourself face to face with a person who is spiritually lost, remind yourself of Jesus Christ on the Cross. If that person can get to God in any other way, then the Cross of Christ is unnecessary. If you think you are helping lost people with your sympathy and understanding, you are a traitor to Jesus Christ. You must have a right – standing relationship with Him yourself, and pour your life out in helping others in His way – not in a human way that ignores God. The theme of the world’s religion today is to serve in a pleasant non-confrontational manner.

But our only priority must be to present Jesus Christ crucified – to lift Him up all the time (see I Cor. 2:2). Every belief that is not firmly rooted in the Cross of Christ will lead people astray. If the worker himself believes in Jesus Christ and is trusting in the reality of redemption, his words will be compelling to others. What is extremely important is for the workers simple relationship with Jesus Christ to be to be strong and growing. His usefulness to God depends on that, and that alone.

The calling of a New Testament worker is to expose sin and to reveal Jesus Christ as Savior. Consequently, he cannot always be charming and friendly, but must be willing to be stern to accomplish major surgery. We are sent by God to lift up Jesus Christ, not to give wonderfully beautiful speeches. We must be willing to examine others as deeply as God has examined us. We must also be sharply intent on sensing those Scripture passages that will drive the truth home, and then not be afraid to apply then.

Accomplish Your Mission. Fulfill Your Destiny. . . mle

Amidst all our Glitz, Glitter, and Christmas Celebrations, the Ultimate Reason for the Season, Less We Succumb to the Deception

Utmost For His Highest     December 19 reading

As I read this first thing today as usual, I was compelled to blog this reading verbatim for someone today.

Confronted Once Again! Author Oswald Chambers is relentless.

Perspective at the Crossroads.…… His or Mine?

Reading based on “I did not come to bring peace but a sword” (Matt.10:34).

“Never be sympathetic with a person whose situation causes you to conclude that God is dealing harshly with him. God can be more tender than we can conceive, and every once in a while He gives us the opportunity to deal firmly with someone so that he may be viewed as the tender One. If a person cannot go to God, it is because he has something secret which he does not intend to give up – he may admit his sin or wrongdoing, but he would no more give up that thing than he could fly under his own power. It is impossible to deal sympathetically with people like that. We must reach down deep in their lives to the root of the problem, which will cause hostility and resentment toward the message. People want the blessing of God, but they can’t stand something that pierces right through to the heart of the matter.

If you are sensitive, to God’s way, your message as His servant will be merciless and insistent, cutting to the very root. Otherwise, there will be no healing. We must drive the message home so forcefully that a person cannot possibly hide, but must apply its truth. Deal with people where they are, until they begin to realize their true need. Then hold high the standard of Jesus for their lives.

Their response may be, “We can never be that.”

Then drive it home with, “Jesus Christ says you must.”

“But how can we?”  

“You can’t unless you have a new Spirit.” (see Luke 11:13).

There must be a sense of need created before your message will be of any use. Thousands of people in this world profess to be happy without God. But if we could be happy and moral without Jesus, then why did He come? He came because that kind of happiness and peace is only superficial. Jesus Christ came to “bring a sword” through every kind of peace that is not based on a relationship with Himself.”

In addition to giving us His Spirit, he has provided us the scriptures.

Consider, this introduction in each Gideon Bible.

“The Bible contains the mind of God,

the state of man,

the way of salvation,

the doom of sinners,

and the happiness of believers.

Its doctrines are holy,

Its precepts are binding,

Its histories are true,

and its decisions are immutable.

Read it to be wise,

Believe it to be safe,

And practice it to be holy.

It contains light to direct you,

Food to support you,

And comfort to cheer you.

It’s the traveler’s map,

the pilgrim’s staff,

the pilot’s compass,

the soldier’s sword,

and the Christian’s charter.

Here Paradise is restored,

Heaven opened,

And the gates of hell disclosed.

Christ is its grand subject,

Our good the design,

And the glory of God its end.

It should fill the memory,

rule the heart,

and guide the feet.

Read it slowly, frequently, and prayerfully.

It is a mine of wealth,

A paradise of glory,

And a river of pleasure.

It is given you in life,

Will be opened at judgement,

and be remembered forever.

It involves the highest responsibility,

Will reward the greatest labor,

And will condemn all who trifle with its sacred contents.”

May rich blessings penetrate your heart, mind, and spirit as you

prepare for the celebration of His birth>>>>> mle