Week One of 2021

First came the Achy Connective Tissue Flu….

Warning! This blog is not like any prior! Read at your own risk.

lost the last week of 2021. Seriously, I was totally mentally incapacitated. Perhaps the theory that the white hats instigated Omicron to once for all end this covid crud crap by providing all of planet earth’s yet living residents their needed natural immunity regardless of their injection history to date, any current or projected trauma, etc. It was bad! In fact it was so bad that Jan 1st  just before midnight, I realized our men’s prayer group was to meet Sun 8 AM. I awoke in time but not to dress so I went in my PJ’s . Told Loretta I’m not going to church, I’ll be back after prayer meeting. It was an amazing turnout too! Standing room only. I told everyone I wasn’t staying for church since I’d come in my PJ’s. But you know what? If you sleep in classy PJ’s, who is ever going to even notice? Especially with today’s fashions. So I decided to stay for church. PJ’s and all. Of course, I sat in my usual and customary pew in the east balcony, affording me a complete view of everyone in attendance.

And after the inspiring message spoken just right at me on my Damascus Rd encounter that prior week of crud, detailing so well  

1.) my sucky conditions of late;

2.) my confrontations & His ability to transform them;

3.) my big time confusion… Who are you Lord?;

4.) my current calling, get up, get dressed, No PJ’s, go into the city, stay for Church and SS!  Then I’ll tell what’s next..;

5.) followed by Commitment… not sure Carl, was it my C to Him, OR, His C to me?. Perhaps both!

 I even then met with my SS class of 4 die hard males!  Ages 85, 83, 73, and a youngster in his 40’s yet! I was at church over 4 hours in my PJ’s. Seldom am I ever at church that long!

Then Regaining Momentum….

So Monday  and Tuesday did not go well. Likely no big surprise. But I accomplished some major reading that will forever change my spiritual lookout as a coaching faith facilitator in the remaining time I have. I read in Moody Highlights (Paul’s name is on the label though) that Dr Gary Chapman at his retirement celebration recently told of visiting Lottie Moons gravesite years ago and was expecting to see a great gravestone; instead all he saw was a small stone engraved with her name, birth and death dates, and words that made Dr Gary weep at the time: Faithful until death. Lottie spent nearly 40 years (1873-1912) living and working in China. Born to affluent parents on her ancestral 1500 acre tobacco plantation near Charlottesville VA, she early on was a scoffer of faith until she was in college attending a revival service. She was one of the first women in the South to receive a Masters degree from UVA.

Finally, It was Time to put on the coveralls and get some work done…

On Wed in preparation for the colder weather I saw forecasted, I put on my coveralls and decided it was high time to get ready for the Artic blast. Actually temps were in the 40’s when I tackled getting my tool barn ready for winter. I pulled the Zero turn out, hooked up to the trailer and backed it in toward my 15 bags of potatoes ( only half-ful so I can handle them) that were put away last summer for friends and family. At harvest, I went thru them diligently separating those with blemishes and giving them away early on. Since, I’ve only been over to diminish the pile twice. I was really interested to see how well they were “wintering” thus far. I went thru each bag dumping them slowly into 5 gal buckets looking for culls that should be used earlier. And I was happy to have only sorted out maybe 8 lbs for such priority use. And I only found five spuds that had blackened, hardened and shrunk down since harvest. Last year I found too many more that had turned to “soft mush” frequently affecting a few more about them as well… but not one like that this year. So thankful, but in all honesty, I have no idea why or why not! Divine Providence!

I shall presume what I am witnessing amongst these “storing well” spuds on Wednesday, was natural immunity un-provoked by any such forced injections wherein they simply self-isolated restricting  any further spoilage. So in time, these 13 bags were re-situated into our garage on boards so they are off the concrete, wrapped up in old blankets, and then darkened by several black mats that inhibited weed growth during the summer. And in case, garage temps dip dangerously close to freezing before spring, we do have a natural gas heater available to lessen the chill…

So with the spud transaction transition complete, I turned my attention to moving the summer implements, such as the push mower, both tillers, and the 60 in. zero turn further forward into the space where the spuds had earlier resided. But now two other implements were in the on deck circle, that being my ’61 Cub Cadet with its unique rear carrier that Sterling McFarren had built years earlier for transporting himself and “making firewood” tools to and from any such endeavors of falling timber that were suddenly to present themselves. This carrier was large enough for both Stihl chainsaws, a jug of chain oil, a 2 gal jug of mixed fuel for the saws, plus a small plastic pail with 2 wedges, a rubber hammer, a vise grips, a channel Lock, screwdrivers, extra chains, etc.

FYI, one of the last times I used the Cub Cadet, I decided to make it a family outing. Since my dog was never taught to heel, (and just why not, could well be fodder for a classic short story, if not a novel on child rearing!)  I thought I’d attach a short rope to the Cub’s hitch with a link so as to attach it to my dog’s leash, Sir O Riley, so that he could accompany me on these adventuresome jaunts into our property’s 10 acre world of derelict decaying decomposing at one time magnificent stalwart Ash trees.

Historically, such trees were highly sought after by two very unique industries. For years prior to “synthetics” being introduced into the world of baseball, the baseball bat of choice was made from Ash wood. Also, since the beginning of time, horse drawn implements requiring a singletree attachment  between the team, frequently if readily available, also preferred Ash lumber.

First consider baseball. For decades, baseball bats had been exclusively of ash. But in the mid 1990s, Sam Holman, a sort of Johnny Mapleseed of baseball bats, started experimenting with maple, giving samples to several players, for the nearby Toronto Blue Jays. Eventually one found its way into Bonds hands. He liked the way it felt, and the results seemed self-evident. Correlation might not imply causation, but imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.

Since Bonds started using a maple bat to crush balls into McCovey Cove, maple has supplanted ash as Major League baseball’s wood of choice, a fortuitous change since America’s supply of ash has been imperiled by an invasive beetle species. It’s estimated now that around three-quarters of major leaguers swing a maple bat, and even though that’s brought its own problems, maple dominance is only expected to increase. It seems ballplayers are a superstitious lot, and ballplayers believe maple makes for better hitting, – even if the science might not exactly back it up. Oh, dear! And just where have we heard the likes of that before? Taken from Deadspin and Vince Guerrieri “How Maple Bats Kicked Ash and Conquered Baseball (8/28/18 2:45PM))

So, since our increasingly globalist driven world isn’t yet in a race for securing horse drawn implements, the availability of sufficient ash lumber here in OH shall not be of any great consequence to anyone. And I also suspect that Amish manufacturers, such as Pioneer Manufacturing, now Pioneer Corp, are well prepared for their future even though ash was the stronger lumber while also being among the lightest, and that the ash choice for singletrees was strictly one of many waiting in the wings given the Amish ingenuity, especially in this Wayne/Holmes community.

 By far the bigger peril to be exacted yet though in the former prolific woodlands of the ash trees across  OH and PA, will simply be the effects of gravity on the remaining trees. Within the past decade, I personally had two acquaintances killed by falling ash limbs while cutting firewood. Soon many woodlots with dead ash trees will be too dangerous even for children to play in or near unless the trees are closely scrutinized. The same is true for many of our roads, whether township or even St Rts. However, unlike the globalists continually needling their afflictions into all aspects of productive society, the statute of limitations will run out eventually on these dead ash trees. I predict within ten years the bulk of the towering danger will be safely at rest on the ground decomposing, although long past its usefulness as firewood.     

One final note though, that I do need to clarify. The only time Riley was ever so engaged with the Cub Cadet for his adventure to helping make firewood was the very first time I set it up, Monday June 29th, 2020. That date was remembered well because I logged nearly 21 miles that day on my Oura tracker working up 4 larger dead ash trees never once suspecting the next day (30th) the cardiac testing would reveal heart problems that then on the July 1st at 10 AM brought everyone running placing me in an ambulance headed to Aultman in Canton to fix a Widow Maker on July 7th.

And no, Riley and I have not done the caper again. We may soon go out on a bright sunny day to cut up several of at least a dozen ash trees on the ground that continually bug my 32 window peripheral vision perspective. I do live in my mother’s house. We designed it for her. She definitely instilled in me a love for trees, for cornfields, raspberries, anything green, and even more importantly, from the Genesis account:  And God said, “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over ….

You realize from my perspective as a MN woodsman since age nine, God created trees first for their intrinsic and holy beauty, and when mature, then for lumber, perhaps even shavings, etc. and if all else went a-muck in their lifecycle , they were always good for firewood but only if processed in a timely manner, so as not to bug my peripheral vision of being “wasted” wood. “Waste not, want not.”

 Neither the historical Marxists nor their elite globalists yet understand either waste or want; and certainly not “God is love,” or John 3:16, or ….. Sad indeed! Do remember how simple life really is: Faithful until death.

Go forth living in your fleeting moments of visible vapor leading to the commitment ….

Faithful until death!!>>>>>  merlin

Choosing The Right Kind of Help

Utmost For His Highest Dec 20

“And if I’m Lifted Up . . .I will draw all peoples to Myself” (John 12:32).

 Again, I’m compelled to continue this vital Utmost narrative. . mle

Very few of us have any understanding of the reason why Jesus died. If sympathy is all that human beings need, then the Cross of Christ is an absurdity and there is absolutely no need for it. What the world needs is not “a little bit of love,” but major surgery.

When you find yourself face to face with a person who is spiritually lost, remind yourself of Jesus Christ on the Cross. If that person can get to God in any other way, then the Cross of Christ is unnecessary. If you think you are helping lost people with your sympathy and understanding, you are a traitor to Jesus Christ. You must have a right – standing relationship with Him yourself, and pour your life out in helping others in His way – not in a human way that ignores God. The theme of the world’s religion today is to serve in a pleasant non-confrontational manner.

But our only priority must be to present Jesus Christ crucified – to lift Him up all the time (see I Cor. 2:2). Every belief that is not firmly rooted in the Cross of Christ will lead people astray. If the worker himself believes in Jesus Christ and is trusting in the reality of redemption, his words will be compelling to others. What is extremely important is for the workers simple relationship with Jesus Christ to be to be strong and growing. His usefulness to God depends on that, and that alone.

The calling of a New Testament worker is to expose sin and to reveal Jesus Christ as Savior. Consequently, he cannot always be charming and friendly, but must be willing to be stern to accomplish major surgery. We are sent by God to lift up Jesus Christ, not to give wonderfully beautiful speeches. We must be willing to examine others as deeply as God has examined us. We must also be sharply intent on sensing those Scripture passages that will drive the truth home, and then not be afraid to apply then.

Accomplish Your Mission. Fulfill Your Destiny. . . mle

Amidst all our Glitz, Glitter, and Christmas Celebrations, the Ultimate Reason for the Season, Less We Succumb to the Deception

Utmost For His Highest     December 19 reading

As I read this first thing today as usual, I was compelled to blog this reading verbatim for someone today.

Confronted Once Again! Author Oswald Chambers is relentless.

Perspective at the Crossroads.…… His or Mine?

Reading based on “I did not come to bring peace but a sword” (Matt.10:34).

“Never be sympathetic with a person whose situation causes you to conclude that God is dealing harshly with him. God can be more tender than we can conceive, and every once in a while He gives us the opportunity to deal firmly with someone so that he may be viewed as the tender One. If a person cannot go to God, it is because he has something secret which he does not intend to give up – he may admit his sin or wrongdoing, but he would no more give up that thing than he could fly under his own power. It is impossible to deal sympathetically with people like that. We must reach down deep in their lives to the root of the problem, which will cause hostility and resentment toward the message. People want the blessing of God, but they can’t stand something that pierces right through to the heart of the matter.

If you are sensitive, to God’s way, your message as His servant will be merciless and insistent, cutting to the very root. Otherwise, there will be no healing. We must drive the message home so forcefully that a person cannot possibly hide, but must apply its truth. Deal with people where they are, until they begin to realize their true need. Then hold high the standard of Jesus for their lives.

Their response may be, “We can never be that.”

Then drive it home with, “Jesus Christ says you must.”

“But how can we?”  

“You can’t unless you have a new Spirit.” (see Luke 11:13).

There must be a sense of need created before your message will be of any use. Thousands of people in this world profess to be happy without God. But if we could be happy and moral without Jesus, then why did He come? He came because that kind of happiness and peace is only superficial. Jesus Christ came to “bring a sword” through every kind of peace that is not based on a relationship with Himself.”

In addition to giving us His Spirit, he has provided us the scriptures.

Consider, this introduction in each Gideon Bible.

“The Bible contains the mind of God,

the state of man,

the way of salvation,

the doom of sinners,

and the happiness of believers.

Its doctrines are holy,

Its precepts are binding,

Its histories are true,

and its decisions are immutable.

Read it to be wise,

Believe it to be safe,

And practice it to be holy.

It contains light to direct you,

Food to support you,

And comfort to cheer you.

It’s the traveler’s map,

the pilgrim’s staff,

the pilot’s compass,

the soldier’s sword,

and the Christian’s charter.

Here Paradise is restored,

Heaven opened,

And the gates of hell disclosed.

Christ is its grand subject,

Our good the design,

And the glory of God its end.

It should fill the memory,

rule the heart,

and guide the feet.

Read it slowly, frequently, and prayerfully.

It is a mine of wealth,

A paradise of glory,

And a river of pleasure.

It is given you in life,

Will be opened at judgement,

and be remembered forever.

It involves the highest responsibility,

Will reward the greatest labor,

And will condemn all who trifle with its sacred contents.”

May rich blessings penetrate your heart, mind, and spirit as you

prepare for the celebration of His birth>>>>> mle

“Pulling In vs. Pushing Out”

Utmost For His Highest…  December 13 Intercessory Prayer

The prior blog briefly mentioned  intercessory prayer. I’m thinking perhaps some clarifications are now in order for all of us.

Utmost today, December 13, titled “Intercessory prayer” cites Luke 18:1 “men always ought to pray and not loose heart”, or quit, or faint, etc. Not surprising, Chambers states “you cannot truly intercede through prayer if you do not truly believe in the reality of redemption. If so, you are only turning intercession into useless sympathy for others, which only increases their contentment for remaining out of fellowship and spiritually floundering.

Interesting how Chambers says true intercession involves bringing either the person or the circumstance, that seems to be crashing in on you in Real Time, before God until you are changed by His attitude toward that very person or circumstance. People describe intercession by saying “It is putting yourself in someone else’s place. That is not true. Intercession is better described as putting yourself in God’s place; and ultimately, having or identifying with His mind and His perspective toward the individual or situation in question.

Chambers warns us as an intercessors, we are not to seek too much information from God about the situations we are praying about, simply because we may become overwhelmed, hindering our prayers because the circumstances of those we’re praying for become so overpowering, that we can no longer see God’s vision to be accomplished because we are unable to get to the underlying truth. God wants our work to be in such close contact with Him that we have His mind about everything we do. If we operate without His mind, we then tend to substitute “doing” for “interceding.” Or could it be said we become merely “human doings” aligning ourselves perhaps with the social justice agenda rather than seeking God’s mind as fulfilled “human beings.” Trust me, those thoughts were not the original Utmost wording.

However, I think Chambers foreseen the emerging social justice shortcut when he said such substituted “doings”  does lead to praying for someone to be merely “patched up” rather than praying the person completely through into contact with very life of God. Pause for a few minutes and reflect on the number of people God has brought across our paths and even in our doors, only to see us drop them! We’re back again to Craig’s message Sunday encouraging us to “pull” others in, rather than to “push” them out. And that’s exactly what happens when we pray on the basis of redemption, for God will create something He can create in no other way than through effectual intercessory prayer.

I am reminded of a story used by Dutch Sheets on the last page (285) of his 25 year old book simply titled “Intercessory Prayer,” now virtually a classic during these last days as we enjoy his “spiritual preppie kingdom.”

Are We Ready?

We need to be like Sam and Jed. Hearing that a $5000 bounty had been offered for the capture or killing of wolves, they became bounty hunters. (Sorry, in typical Dutch fashion, he sometimes omits pressing details that allow our minds closure) Waking up one night, Sam saw that were surrounded by at least 50 pairs of gleaming eyes – ravenous wolves licking hungry chops. “Jed, wake up,” he whispered to his sleeping partner. “We’re rich.” (See, Jed & Sam had all the details (we don’t yet) and KNEW they were going to be rich. Much like God only knows all the details of our heavenly riches!)

Premier Point Here! WE need to see the present multitude of unbelievers (ravenous wolves) around us not as threats, but as limitless opportunities. Our task would be overwhelming were it not for the fact that we are relying on God’s strength and ability, not ours. Though a host should encamp against us, we can still be confident (see Ps. 27:23). Gideon’s 300 were more than enough to defeat 135,000 with God on their side. If He is for us, who can successfully be against us? (see my favorite verses, Rom. 8:31-39)

Let’s demonstrate the awesomeness of our God.

He is ready. Are we?

Are we ready to walk in our calling as an intercessor?

To re – present Jesus as the reconciler and the warrior?

To distribute His benefits and victory?

Are we ready to birth, liberate, to strike the mark?

To fill some bowls, to make some declarations, to watch and pray?

Are we all ready?

I challenge you to also add this book to next year’s reading list. Stop procrastinating! Sometimes available used on thrift books for only $4.69! Exercise your spiritual leadership training. Skip your fancy indulgence just once and really nourish your soul. GO FORTH TODAY GREATLY ENCOURAGED>>>>> mle

Meet My Father: Joe Robison

During the next year, my sophomore year in high school, my biological father came back into my life. My mother and I were staying with a different aunt this time, in a house that actually fronted on a street. One day a man drove up out front and parked his car halfway onto the curb in the yard. My mother called me to the door and said, “Come here, son. Joe Robison’s here . He’s your daddy.”

A tall man, about six feet two, got out of the car and started staggering toward the house. He came inside, smelling of booze and we visited for a while, and I can remember thinking, with the hopeful naivete of a boy who grown up without a dad, Maybe he can play catch with me sometime.

I soon found out he couldn’t even throw a ball to save his life. All he had ever done since he was nineteen years old was open whiskey bottles and beer cans.

When my mother got another in – home nursing assignment, we moved into the patient’s house, and my father came to live with us as well. I didn’t understand why my mother would allow a man who had raped her back into her life, but I had no say in the matter.

I has purchased a motor scooter with money from my job, so I now had transportation and I didn’t have to walk as much. I was really careful out on the roads, but one day a police car turned right in front of me, and I had a terrible wreck.

Just before the collision, the police officer saw me and instantly accelerated, and his car lurched forward so that I almost missed him altogether. If he braked instead, I would have hit the car broadside and would have certainly been killed.

With no time to react, all I could do was hit the brakes, lay my bike down and hope for the best. Like most people in those days, I wasn’t wearing a helmet. They weren’t required and were seldom worn by anyone. But though I miraculously avoided cracking my head apart, I took off the back part of the police car – the bumper and taillights – with my right thigh. To this day, my leg has a big indention where the muscles were compressed in toward the bone.

After radioing for an ambulance, which came pretty quickly, the officer came over, picked me up and moved me onto the grass median. He was really shaken.

“I’m so sorry, son,” he said more than once.

He followed the ambulance to the hospital and later visited me in the hospital and at home and became a real friend.

I got an insurance settlement from the scooter wreck, but I didn’t want to buy another scooter, so I , bought .30-06 rifle, a pre-64 Winchester model  70, hoping that one day I’d be able to go hunting with it.

One day my dad came in a drunken rage and choked my mother until she passed out. Thinking that he had killed her, he left the house and drove off. When I came home from School that day, my mother had marks on her neck. When she told me what happened, I became really angry.

“Son,” she said, “if I hadn’t passed out, he would have killed me.”

I don’t remember if it was later that day or sometime the next day, but when my father came in drunk again, and when he found out my mother wasn’t home, he started cursing me and threatened to kill me.

When he sat down in a chair still cursing me, I ran back toward my bedroom, where I had a baseball bat leaning up against the wall just inside the door. I grabbed the bat and looked to see if my dad was coming after me. If he’d been there, I would have hit him. That’s how scared I was.

When I saw he hadn’t followed me, I dove under my bed and grabbed my rifle. This was just a few days after I had shot an oil can filled with water and blew a hole in it the size of a softball, so I knew what it could do.

I chambered a bullet, went back to the front room, and sat down on a little stool by the telephone, which was mounted on the wall. Sitting maybe twenty feet from my father, and with the safety off, I pointed the rifle at him and said with all the firmness I could muster, “If you move so much as a finger, I’m going to blow a hole in you big enough for someone to crawl through.”

I reached for the phone, dialed 0, and asked the operator to send the police. “My father threatened to kill me,” I said, “but I’m going to shoot him.”

Within ten minutes, the sheriff’s deputy who had hit me with his car was standing at the front door. He had been to the house many times after the accident to visit me, so the minute he heard the address on the emergency call, he came right over.

Here’s the amazing part: although my father sat there cursing me and calling me every name under the sun, he never moved a finger. If he would have so much as raised his hand to scratch his cheek, I would have shot him. And I would not have missed. At age fourteen, my world would have been turned upside down. Who knows what would have happened? But I believe the prayers of the Memorial Baptist Church of Pasadena, and the people who had been praying for years for the little boy who had stayed with the Hales, froze my father and kept me from killing him.

That story is part of the miracle of my life, and that’s why I tell people “Don’t ever give up on your prayers, and don’t ever give up on the people you’re praying for.” We don’t always see our prayers answered, or answered in the way we would choose, but prayer is like love – it doesn’t fail. And it’s an amazing privilege to be able to pray for people.  

MLE now:

 I find it interesting that this Sunday’s Utmost reading focuses in on personality. Personality, Chamber’s reminds us in the Dec 12 Utmost reading, is the unique, limitlessness part of our life that makes us distinct from everyone else. Such perhaps is too vast for us to  comprehend when examining our seemingly mundane lives, but when we read wisdom books such as scripture or  like this boy’s future life being spared possible devastation as portrayed in “Living Amazed,” we suddenly realize the visible portion of our island of our personality is merely the top of a large mountain, and similarly, our personality is much like that island. We really have no idea of the great depths of our being, expressed as our personality, as neither we or anyone can measure ourselves. We may start out life off thinking we can, but if we’re honest, we soon realize there is only one Being who fully understands us, and that is our Creator.

Personality is the characteristic mark of the inner, spiritual man, just as individuality in the Dec 11 reading is described as the characteristic of the outer, natural man. Folks, don’t worry if you’re struggling with all this, I’ve been reading Utmost for fifteen plus years (not continuously though) and I’m just beginning now to grasp its truths.

Our Lord can never be described by individuality and independence, but only in terms of His total Person – “I and My Father are one”(John 10:30). Personality merges, and you only realize your true identity once you are merged with another person. Consider the chemistry activated when love or the Spirit of God comes upon you or another person; you or they are transformed! You or they will no longer insist on maintaining your or their individuality or the isolating portions of your personality. Our Lord always spoke in terms of the total person – “. . that they may be one just as We are one. .” Love is always the overflowing result of one person in true fellowship with another.

I’d be remiss now not to tell you this truth forms the basis of the best book on marriage I’ve found to date. Tim Keller’s book of accumulated sermons titled “The Meaning of Marriage: Facing the Complexities of Commitment With the Wisdom of God” is essential reading for anyone who wants to know God and love more deeply in this life during this culture’s chaos! Consider reading it in 2022. Such wisdom books change lives. Perhaps enjoying self – centered  entertainment for Christ followers will soon no longer be so enjoyed? Perspective?

Consider how even before James reached fifteen years of age and the necessary understanding of the dangers described in Ephesians 6:12 “ For we wrestle not merely against flesh and blood , but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of darkness of this world , against spiritual wickedness in high places,” God reached down and protected this child once again by the earlier prayers of his intercessors. They no doubt were quite limited in assessing or acknowledging the magnitude of the darkness about James, but they chose to concentrate on the provision of God’s abundant light far surpassing James momentary present darkness. These intercessors possessed an opportunity to intercede for James, it was not merely a job or an assignment!

And as James matured spiritually, his book explains his love for David starting off as a shepherd boy through his entire life. James understood he who is forgiven much, loves much, as well as the inverse. It is also evident throughout the book that James fully appreciated God’s continual demonstration of protection.

The question begging an answer now, is do we? Or do I?

Listen to the Kidron Mennonite Church 12/12/21 sermon by Pastor Craig about receiving and dispensing Joy in a dark world. May we be found “pulling” people in, rather than “pushing” them either out or away!

Blessings as YOU GO FORTH TRUSTING IN OUR GOD OF PROMISE>>>>> mle

Part Three of Three….

My Feeble Response to Archbishop Vigano

Actually, before we leave the Archbishop’s comments, he did state the vaccine campaign of  these injections, although they lack the necessary scientific validity, they serve first, as the apparent legitimization to implement global tracking and controls….. And then secondly, inoculating people with an experimental genetic serum provokes a weakening of our natural immune system assuredly representing a very grave crime against humanity because it turns ordinary healthy people into chronically ill people, and consequently into customers of big pharma and their associates inflating profits for the globalist elites and a general impoverishment of the ever dwindling surviving populations….

Actually, this Vigano insert was well placed following Robison’s spiritual birth in Part One in that this insert depicts a rudimentary or cursory introduction to Christianity’s State of the Union today, only two weeks before Christmas 2021! I read the entire “eye of the needle” Q & A as presented by Sacchetti several times, even though my Latin lacks in contrast to his expressive English and I also largely ignored his free mason rhetoric and references/predictions to future Catholic and Italian leadership.

My primary interest here is how does the church practically prepare now and in the immediate future for this take down and destruction of our society? And especially so, if there is little or no verbal community or church communication and the threat of a grid and internet lock down is imminent and the supply chain shut down (SCSD) is perhaps already past the tipping point?

At several points throughout the article, he took on the role of an OT prophet when he said Once we have acknowledged Him again as King, Our Lord will not allow His children to perish in battle, and He will reward them with a great victory.” He wisely immediately adds though that “However, until we understand the error that lies at the base of the present horrors, we cannot hope in the intervention of God!”

And that is precisely where I find myself today.

No, I do not think we understand at all the error that lies at the base of our present horrors! But I still hope and pray for the divine intervention of God. I believe too few of the now quite diverse anabaptist community whose forefathers suffered martyrdom widely throughout history and were chased back and forth across Europe during WW I & II from the same forces creating our havoc now, have little for the ideology and vision that founded this country and protected them and their Christian values in relative peace thus far. Yes, the republic certainly wasn’t perfect but the mechanics of the system worked, and if given time, short-comings usually self – corrected. And it worked well provided the  majority of its citizens simply followed the Biblical moral code lessening the need for government intervention.

Notice in the two paragraphs before the question about the formation and location of an “anti-globalist Alliance”, he speaks of a renewal first within the church, that will in time renew His reign in civil society. In the next paragraph, Your Excellency’s eternal optimism appears when he said “This is why I hope and pray that Providence would grant the world a time of peace and conversion, in order to lead back the Pastors and the Flock to fidelity to the Gospel, so that they will be able to face with dignity the final persecution before the Universal Judgement.” I do hear a few Christians today mention that reasoning; God please grant us more time to prepare…. Thereafter he mentions Russia’s potential but nowhere in this article do I recall he mentioning China, the CCP, as a threat. Perhaps that is for another day.

The above words are certainly not the gospel but indeed, fodder for your discernment; defined here as “separating the profound from the profane.” Talk to me. Any ideas? Suggestions? Are we dealing with “dead silence” here, or perhaps we prefer to quip as empty-nesters do, our “silence is golden.” Goes with “Being the quiet in the land” I guess. Yeah, right! See now why I enjoyed the provocation by Archbishop Vigano?

Ever notice how conversation on the trivial stuff of life really flows so easily? Consider the profound –  profane balance again as we typically exit worship. I venture 98% of the verbal conversations heard walking out after a 60 minute worship experience never mentions the sermon or the service even remotely. Seriously, and we just worshiped the Almighty God who created the universe! What are we thinking? You reckon God notices? Just how would you feel, if you were God?

May I offer you yet a different perspective. Several weeks ago I witnessed closing a worship service differently than I ever witnessed prior. Pastor Ken Hawkins of Really Recovered closed his sermon without the traditional closing prayer, hymn and benediction. Instead, the entire audience broke into reverent extemporaneous prayer, whether singularly, as a family, or in clusters of 2-3 persons for perhaps 10-12 minutes before quietly exiting the sanctuary. I experienced it, after the initial shock of being thrust into a “profound expression” rather than being merely on autopilot, as a  very worshipful concluding transition!

Now, be it known, I am avid people watcher where ever! I have stood at the railing in the east balcony and honed in on persons leaving the sanctuary. I do admit less than holy thoughts (not profane but while in the sanctuary, perhaps so?) while critiquing trivial observations such as  their predictable weekly seating locations, who engages conversationally with whom, their  appearances, their hair, their posture (mine is not so hot);“they look so tired,”;  “same outfit as last Sunday?(my memory isn’t that good!)”; “their kids look so bored!”  And to think at times I am guilty of such thoughts immediately after worship! Now that is profane! And He has invited me, actually expects me, to be an intercessor for those I was just “watching”!! May God forgive me and lead me immediately into His paths of righteousness.

I am continually require retooling/renewal. Utmost For His Highest today (Dec 8) says it well from I Cor 1:30 Once we realize we possess all this, including wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, redemption; the limitless joy begins in us. However, WHENEVER THE JOY OF GOD IS NOT PRESENT, THE DEATH SENTENCE IS STILL IN EFFECT. Ouch! It would have been really nice if Chambers would have at least added “perhaps” before “the death sentence” line. Virtually anyone can smile, but when joy pervades your face and beyond, it supercharges your demeanor, even brightening your glow! Advice: Either find and stay close to those with the glow of Joy OR do figure out how God specially gifted you to spiritually jump start (revitalize) the joyless.

Blessings as you “get real(enjoy life) and get out” of your comfort zone>>>>> mle

Captured By Christ. . . Part 1 of 3

Taken verbatim from Pages 26-29 in James Robison’s book “Living Amazed.” and then, in Part Two followed by 15 paragraphs quoting from an article from theyeoftheneedle.com from Archbishop Vigano, before in Part Three, my personal comments.  But first the story, then onto real life today!

During my years in Austin, TX, I didn’t have much money or many material things, but I made the best of what I had. I did look forward to Christmas gifts and birthday presents from my aunt and my foster parents. But starting when I turned nine, all the way up until I was fourteen, I didn’t hear from my aunt or the Hales at all. That was very traumatic for me – and, if not for the grace of God, it might have destroyed me – because I thought that the people who had said they loved me had forgotten me.

                One October, when my birthday came and I didn’t get gifts from anybody, I remember thinking, Anybody can forget a birthday, but they won’t forget me at Christmas.

                That December, I painted a watercolor picture on a sheet of paper and hung it on the wall, and that was our Christmas tree and our decorations, because we couldn’t afford to buy a tree or ornaments. When Christmas arrived, and nothing came from my aunt or the Hales, I remembered thinking, They said they loved me, but they don’t.

                That really put a big hole in my heart, made me feel as if I couldn’t trust anyone, and caused me to doubt people’s word. Even after I got into ministry, only the grace of God was able to lift me beyond the trauma of feeling forgotten.

                When I was about fourteen, during a time when my mother was having some sort of trouble, she told me I could call the Hales and go stay with them for a week or so. I was afraid to call them, because I didn’t know if they’d want me. But they sounded so happy to hear from me and said they would come get me the very next day.

                During that visit with the Hales, I had a lot of fun with the kids at their church. On Sunday night, which was right before the Monday or Tuesday when I would be going home, Pastor Hale asked the young people in the church to share what Jesus meant to them. Five or six kids stood up and gave testimonies that were really moving.

                Then Pastor Hale gave the invitation, and when he said, “Would you come and put your hand in my hand, indicating that you want to give your life to the same Jesus that these kids have talked about?” all I could do was grip the chair in front of me. I was so shy, and so terrified, that I just hung on.

                Then I saw Mrs. Hale walking toward me, with tears flowing so freely down her face that she had to hold her glasses in place with one hand. She put her other hand on my shoulder and said, “James, don’t you want to go to Jesus?”

I said, “Yes, ma’am, but I’m afraid.”

“I’ll go with you,” she said. “Could we go together?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

I stepped out into the aisle and went forward with her, and in the best way I knew how, I trusted Jesus. As I’ve said many times since that night, I put my faith in the pastor’s hand but I put my life in the Mater’s hand.

                I found out years later that, during the week I was visiting, Mrs. Hale had gone to all the training Union groups – which were discipleship classes focused on missions and Baptist doctrine – and she had told them, “We have James with us, the boy who lived with us when he was a young child up until he was five, and now he’s fourteen, and he’s going back to his mother’s place in the next day or two. Would you pray that tonight he’ll give his life to Christ?” And sure enough, I gave my life to Christ that night.

                That being a Baptist church, they took me right up and baptized me that night – right in my clothes because they didn’t have a robe. And a few years later, when I first started preaching and gave that testimony, somebody asked me, “If they baptized you in your clothes, what did you do when you came out of the water? If your clothes were all wet, what did you wear?”

                The question caught me off guard, because I couldn’t remember. The next time I saw Mrs. Hale, I asked her, “Didn’t y’all take me right back and baptize me after I trusted Christ?” When she said yes, I asked, “Well, what did I do about clothes?”

                Mrs. Hale started crying and said, “James, before I ever left for church that night, I took a change of clothes and put them back by the baptistery. That way, if you got saved, we’d have clothes for you.”

                That’s how much faith, hope, and confidence my foster mother had. In later years, when I was preaching my crusades, Mrs. Hale would come to me after a service where hundreds of people had come to Christ, and she would say, “You know, my son, when I watched all those people come forward, I remembered the night I came and put my hand on your shoulder, and I’m so glad I did.” Here was one lady who touched the life of a boy, and he went on to touched the lives of millions. But it likely wouldn’t have happened if not for her love and prayer and faith. And don’t ever give up on the people you’re praying for. God may have a miracle in the wings.

I briefly debated whether this segment was worthy, or even of significant interest – until I realized how most of my readers are, were, or are about to be parents – whether by birth or adoption – not to mention grands and even the great-grands. And regardless of our “time stamp” as kingdom citizens, or even the origin or the quality of our spiritual parental engagement, the ever absorbing and under-girding interest of we parents is that we enjoy our posterity’s fulfilling their earthly destiny followed then by a family reunion in eternity.

As I compare the Sunday School picnic turbulence of both Robison’s childhood and mine during the ’50’s, over and against the explosive rampant “polarizing fracturing” in our world today, especially in our nations’ institutions, homes included, we are left literally speechless. In fact, speechless is too often our apparent default position as I look around the neighborhood, church included, and listen in on the conversations. I seldom hear anything significant from Christ followers or even general humanity that we  are already or soon will be in the cross-hairs of an extermination/depopulation/effort/attempt against humanity as proposed by the New World Order (NWO).…. mle

To The Least Of These…

As promised last time, taken verbatim from Pages 23-26 in James Robison’s book “Living Amazed.”

Several years ago while I was at a luncheon with a group of business leaders, Cathy Hendrick of the Hendrick Motorsports family, was sharing with us at the table about a trip she had made with our LIFE Outreach mission team to India, where it was like stepping onto the set of the Academy Award  – winning movie “Slumdog Millionaire.”

If you’ve seen the film, you know that it portrays a group of children who have been taken captive and forced to beg on the streets of Mumbai – enriching their captors while the children live in poverty. Some were blinded or had their fingers or a hand cut off to make them more effective beggars. But the kids Cathy saw on the streets of India were not movie actors, and the suffering was  real.

She told of how our mission team went to these children and loved and cared for them in our LIFE Centers, which are homes we have established in nations around the world to provide a loving atmosphere, food and clothing, a safe place to sleep, an education, and godly instruction for children in need. And then she said, “I just watched these little kids who were staring at our team, and we would talk to them, and they would say that somebody had left them and they didn’t know if they were ever coming back.”

When she said that, I just broke down and wept at the head table. I cried so hard that I had to lay my head down on the table . You see, I flashed back to the first five years of my life, when my mother would come and get me at the Hales’ when I was three or four years old, and she would take me with her for three or four days at a time, but then she would leave me at somebody’s house because she would have to work and couldn’t take me with her into the homes of her patients.

The people she would leave me with were always really nice to me and would say, “Hey, James, here’s your room, if you want to go into your room.” But I can remember just going to the front window and putting my nose up against the glass or the screen, staring outside for hours, wondering if my mother was coming back to get me. Those times gave me a real feeling of being overlooked –  and it hit me like a ton of bricks when Cathy Hendricks shared her experiences in India.                                                                      

I think that’s why, when I read my Bible, I have such a tender heart for King David. David was a kid who, in the eyes of his own family, didn’t seem very significant. When Samuel came to anoint the next king of Israel from among the sons of Jesse, Jesse didn’t even think to call his youngest son in for consideration. But David was faithful in taking care of the sheep. He loved and protected them. Toiling in obscurity while his older brothers were off serving in Saul’s army, David killed a lion and a bear to protect his sheep. And one day in the same confidence, he would kill Goliath, the enemy of God’s people.                                                                                                                                                                                                        David lived amazed, and God still did amazing things in and through his life. He wasn’t perfect. His failures were epic and legendary. But in the balance, he became known as a man after God’s own heart. Even in his darkest days, he couldn’t stand to be away from the presence of his heavenly Father. He not only lived amazed, but he showed the world amazing grace and a brief glimpse of the King of Kings and Lord of Lords.

                When looking at David’s exploits, it’s easy to forget that he wasn’t born into privilege; he was plucked from obscurity. And yet God used him mightily. And God can do the same with you and me – if we’re faithful while tending the sheep and not being noticed; if we love the Father; and if we love the family of God, even when they don’t notice us and don’t think we have any ability; and even if we’re young, shy, and scared.                                                                                                           

                I think also of Gideon, whom the Bible describes as the least of the least – not because he was insignificant, but because he felt that way. But God had bigger plans for Gideon, and all Gideon had to do was respond in faith and obedience. How would you like you like to put to flight an army of soldiers  “as numerous as locusts” and camels “as numerous as the sand on the seashore,” and do it with only three hundred soldiers of your own?” That’s the equivalent of an average-sized church congregation in America today taking victory over enemies beyond number. (Sounds rather like our odds today. mle) That’s what living amazed is all about.

                Those years that I lived with my mother allowed me to see the reality of people’s pain. (God never wastes our pain. mle) Today, whenever I see an overlooked child or people who are hurting or lonely, I want to go to them and help them, because I know that God wants to reach out to them. Much of the world today is looking out their windows, with their noses pressed to the glass, and they’re wondering if anyone is noticing, if anyone sees their need or their pain.

Perhaps, if we would just allow the truth of God to penetrate our minds, and then receive the love of God into our hearts, perhaps we could then release God’s truth and love into the world to the folks around us. We would become like a river of life, like the channels of blessings we are intended to be, to those in our proximity who are hurting, lonely, or in despair enabling them to find peace, hope, and rest.

God absolutely sees what is in our hearts. He loves us like a father. He cares about what we care about. Even when we seem not to care about him, He always cares about us, and he’s always watching over us – even before we come to trust Him with our lives and realize that every good and perfect gift comes from above.(Wow, we need to just ruminate on that last paragraph, and drink deeply! Blessings HERE FORWARD!>>>>> mle)                                     

Chapter Two: Plucked From Obscurity…

Taken verbatim from James Robison’s book “Living Amazed: How Divine Encounters Can Change Your Life.” Pages 20-23.

All spoke well of him and were amazed at the gracious words that came from his lips. “Isn’t this Joseph’s son?” they asked. Luke 4:22 NIV

It’s a miracle I was ever born. In fact, if the laws we have today were in effect back then, I’m 99.99 percent certain I would have been aborted.

My mother worked as a practical nurse, giving hospice care to home bound individuals. She had been married at a young age, but by the time she was forty, she was long divorced and working in the home of an elderly man in Houston. The man had an alcoholic son, about ten years younger than my mother, who one day forced himself on her and raped her.

My mother lacked the wherewithal to press charges, and when she became pregnant, as a result of the assault, she went to get an abortion, for all the reasons you would hear today- product of rape, no father or family in the picture, mother living in poverty and unable to care for the child. But when she went in to see the doctor, he refused to perform the abortion.

I don’t know why. Did he see possibilities and potential in that unborn child? Or did he simply believe all life was precious? Whatever the reason, and whatever you might think about it, he refused to perform the abortion.

 When I was old enough to understand, my mother told me the circumstances of my birth and that the Lord had told her, “Have the baby; it will bring joy to the world.” (Interesting prediction, LO!)

As a result, my mother as convinced that I would be a good girl, and she was going to name me Joy. In the delivery room, when the doctor told her she had a son, she said, “No, I have a little girl and her name is Joy.”   

You can call him anything you want,” the doctor replied but you’ve got a boy.”

I was born in the charity ward at the hospital, and my mother immediately placed a newspaper ad seeking foster care for me. This was 1943. Doyle and Katie Hale, a Baptist pastor and his wife from nearby Pasadena responded to the ad and took me in. They raised me for the first five years and were hoping to adopt me. In fact at one time, they had paperwork drawn up, but my mother would never sign it.

When I was five, my mother showed up one day and announced that she was moving from Houston up to Austin and that I was going with her. I clearly remember running away from her and crawling under the pastor’s bed. And I can remember my fingernails dragging across the hardwood floor as my mother dragged me out from under the bed by my foot. I remember that desperate clawing like it were yesterday. It was quite traumatic.

Mrs. Hale was crying so hard that she was convulsing. She had to go lie down. And Brother Hale was saying to my mother, “Please don’t do this, Myra. Don’t do this.”

But my mother insisted. “No, we’re going.”

Brother Hale tried to give her a handful of money to help her out, but she wouldn’t take it.

“We ‘ll be all right,” she said.

But the fact was, she had only enough money for us to get on a bus in Pasadena, on the southeast side of Houston, and ride to somewhere just on the other side of the city. That’s where we got off and hitchhiked the 165 miles or so to Austin. I clearly remember sitting on a little cardboard suitcase with all my belongings in it, and my mother had a bag. I still have that little beat-up suitcase in my office today.

When we got to Austin, we moved in with one of my aunts, and my mother began to look for work. When she found a job, she needed something for me to do during the day, so when school started, my aunt, who was a teacher, paid for me to go to a private school. I was only five, but I went into first grade and got a pretty good kick start on my education. All the way through, then, I was a year younger than everyone else in my class.

Though school always came easy for me – boringly easy – I was so shy and so afraid of everyone during my childhood that I would not even stand in front of a class to give a report. For the first ten years of school, I was so withdrawn that I wouldn’t mingle with the other kids. I carried a brown bag lunch every day, and I ate alone. When they picked teams in gym, I was the kid who was never chosen – because nobody knew me. My mother and I moved so often that I was always the new kid.

We lived in Austin for the next ten years, and over that time we moved so often – fifteen or sixteen times – that the words home and family were meaningless to me. Most of the places we lived did not face a  street or have a street address, and we would get our mail at someone else’s house. I’ve said that our only address during those years was an alley, a creek, or a dump. If it had an address at all, it would be some number and a half. They were typically little one room houses with the living area and kitchen all together with a bathroom attached to it. We lived the longest in the back of a junk yard, with auto parts, wrecks, and other debris lying around. That was the yard I played in.

In junior high, I walked three miles each way to school every day because mother didn’t have a car and no school bus ran anywhere near our house. During the entire ten years I lived in Austin, we never once had a car. And nobody around us had a car.

To be continued tomorrow…  Although none of us likely experienced the material scarcity above as children, we indeed may have suffered far more devastating trauma and abuse, either as a child or in a marriage, for which we’re still seeking healing, deliverance, and reconciliation. Keep reading. The next segment is titled “To the least of these.” I am one of them! Are you?

Continued Blessings as YOU GO FORTH, NOW encouraged and relishing in the fact you possess great hope>>>>> merlin

Part Two … Miracle at Marble Falls

taken verbatim from James Robison’s book “Living Amazed: How Divine Encounters Can Change Your Life” Pages 16-19.

Later that fall, Betty and I went up to the retreat property again. We were sitting out back enjoying the scenery one afternoon when a man in a suit and tie came walking up through the brush. He must have crawled over a barbed wire fence to get in to the property, because the gate at the road was locked. But, there he was.

He introduced himself as Max Copeland and said, “I know this may sound crazy to you, but I’m the pastor of First Baptist Church in Marble Falls, and a few months ago we lost one of our football players. The day he died, every kid in the church who could get a hold of me called to say they weren’t coming back to church anymore, because they had been praying for God to save their friend’s life, and he had died. I mean, their faith was totally devastated.

“But the following Sunday, they were all there in the pews, and they told me about a man who had stopped at the convenience store and shared Jesus with them.

“James, I want you to know that I baptized twenty young people who had accepted Christ in that parking lot after you left. Other kids who had pulled away from God are now on fire for Him. We are experiencing a revival in our town because of this.”

“That is truly amazing,” I said.

“I wonder if you’d be willing to come back and preach to us sometime,” the pastor said.

I told him we were planning to come back and do some hunting soon.

“We have a big barn out in the country where folks could gather. Would you be willing to preach in a barn?”

“I’ll preach anywhere.”

After agreeing that Betty and I would come, I asked him, “How did these kids know who I was? I never told them.”

“I put up a poster about a revival in Austin, in case some of our people wanted to go. The kids saw it and came into my office and said, ‘You see that man in the picture on the poster? He’s the one who stopped and talked to us in the parking lot.”

Several of those young people were the ones who had spoken to me at the revival.

When Betty and I went back to Marble Falls in December, we drove outside of town about fifteen miles, along some country roads, until we found the barn. When we arrived, there were cars everywhere, and a thousand people inside the barn. The population of Marble Falls at the time was only about fifteen hundred, but a thousand of them had come to hear me preach.

When I gave the invitation that night, ninety – nine people came to hear me preach. I remember the exact number because Betty and I were laughing in the car afterward that I almost asked her to come forward so we could get an even hundred.

Brother Max invited us back again the next summer, and we did a three-night crusade at the high school football stadium, where another 176 people made the decision to accept Christ. Out of that parking lot conversation with thirty or forty high school kids, 275 people had now come to Christ.

But the story doesn’t end there.

A few years later, at a crusade in Orland, Florida, a woman approached me after one of the meetings and told me that her daughter had been at that convenience store parking lot in Marble Falls. She had not been a Christian at the time, but with everything that happened afterward, she had come to Christ and had become a beautiful witness for Him. Recently, though, she had been killed in an automobile accident. Although her mother was grieving her loss, she wanted to thank me because she knew that her daughter was in heaven, and she knew that the turning point had been that night outside the market.

When I stopped at the convenience store for chocolate milk that evening, I had no idea what I would find there. And the kids to whom I had spoken had no idea who I was. They didn’t know I was a preacher. I was just some guy that looked like a bum and had a heart for the Lord. And when the Holy Spirit spoke to me, and told me what I needed to say to those grieving kids, I had all the following usual excuses lined up and ready to go.

It’s late, I’m tired. My family’s tired. I’m busy. I need to get home. And even if I could get those kids together long enough to talk with them, why would they listen to me anyway?

But here’s the point of all this: What I did that night could be done by anyone with a heart yielded to God. All it took was being available, been willing, and being obedient to the call. And the result was living amazed.

Early in 2015, I called the church in Marble Falls to see if Brother Maxwell was still around. Indeed, he was, as pastor emeritus. It had been almost fifty years, but he still remembered me. He said he would never forget the day he climbed over a barbed wire fence to come find me, because a brief encounter at a convenience store parking lot had turned his entire town inside out. That’s what living amazed is all about.

Just a few months after I last spoke to him, Max Copeland went to be with the Lord at the age of eighty-five, after sixty-nine years of ministry, including fifty-seven years in Marble Falls. What distinguished his ministry in the minds of all who knew him was his genuine, steadfast love for other people. That’s something we all can emulate.

What the Bible says about LIVING AMAZED

After the demon was cast out, the mute man spoke; and the crowds were amazed. Matthew 9:33

Now as they observed the confidence of Peter and John and understood that they were uneducated and untrained men, they were amazed, and began to recognize them as having been with Jesus. Acts 4: 13

 “it could have been done by anyone with a heart yielded to God!! All it took was being available, being willing, and being obedient to the call.”

 Go Forth yielded, available, willing & obedient… while you’re able! >>>>> merlin