Is Being of “Sacred Service” Really My Premier Aspiration?

My Utmost For His Highest Nov 9

I now rejoice in my sufferings for you, and fill up in my flesh what is lacking in the afflictions of Christ… Colossians 1:24

Do I fully understand that my only assignment as a Christian worker is to be a sacred “go-between.”  We must be absolutely so closely identified with our Lord and the reality of His redemption, that Christ can continually transmit His creative relationships through us.

I am not merely referring to the superficial strength of one individual’s personality being superimposed on another, but the strategic presence of Christ coming through every subconscious aspect of my life. Do I understand when I live-out the invitational historical facts of the life and death of our Lord Jesus Christ as they are conveyed in the New Testament, that my words/witness are made sacred? Therefore, as God uses my testimony as His ambassador, connected to the basis of His redemption, He creates foundations for future holiness / righteousness linkages with those who listen, which may have otherwise, never have been created.

However, if we were to simply preach the effects of redemption in human lives, rather than the revealed divine truth regarding Jesus Himself, the end result is not new birth in those who listen. Instead, the result is a refined religious lifestyle (perhaps, a culture of legalism?), and the Spirit of God cannot witness to it because such preaching is in direct opposition to His. Therefore, we must make sure that we are living in such harmony with God that as we proclaim His truth, He can create in others those redemptive qualities which He alone can impart, such as justification, the pathway to sanctification.

BOTTOM LINE:

When we applaud mere man by saying, “What a wonderful personality, what a fascinating person, or, what wonderful insight,” then what opportunity does the gospel of God have through all of that? It cannot get through, because the attraction is for the messenger, and not the message. If a person attracts through his personality, that becomes his appeal. If, however, he is identified with and motivated by, the Lord Himself; then the appeal becomes what Jesus Christ can do. Our danger is to glory in men, yet Jesus says we are to lift up only Him (see John 12:32).

NEXT UP:

How To Differentiate Your Voice and God’s Voice.

How to Talk WITH God, & Not TO God / Pray Effectively.

By Illustrated Theology

Have you ever felt that prayer makes no difference at all?

merlin: Again, as prior if technology works, you may either read the script, or scroll down for the YouTube version at the bottom. Your choice. As always, your comments are appreciated, and everything posted, is first & foremost, to myself, so don’t cob an attitude as time is short and THE night is coming!

I need to be honest even though I’ve been a Christian practically my whole life, it was only recently that I began to feel a true desire to pray intensely. For a long time, I lived without understanding the real power of prayer. I believe that what determined the course of events were our choices. And that free will was at the center of my worldview.

And that weakened my prayer life. I prayed little for conversions because I believe that this decision was individual, something that depended only on the person. My prayer would have no power to convince anyone. At most, my words could. I prayed little for deliverance for my sins because I thought that abandoning them was only a matter of willpower. And in general, I prayed little for anything because deep down I believe that God was not going to keep interfering in the world since he himself had given us free will.

Later when I entered a Calvinist seminary, my view changed radically. I began to believe in the absolute sovereignty of God who rules over everything and everyone. But then another problem came. If God is already determined everything, why should I pray? My mind would say, “It makes no difference. After all, those predestined from eternity will be saved regardless of my prayers. God is sovereign and everything bad that will happen or cease to happen in my life is already determined by His plan and all I have to do is accept it.”

And again, I kept drifting away from prayer. Maybe you can relate to what happened to me. If you lean too far to one side, only free will, or to the other, only absolute sovereignty, prayer life can equally become an empty ritual, cold, lifeless.

As a pastor, I’ve counseled many people who feel guilty for not having motivation to pray. In our conversations, I quickly realized that one of the biggest reasons for this is the lack of faith that prayer really makes a difference in their problems. The result, prayer becomes dry, lifeless, done only out of habit. Many times, it also becomes repetitive. We repeat the same words like a scratched record, without reflecting on what we are saying.

And finally, prayer comes to be seen as a tiresome obligation lived out like a boring task, instead of a privilege. Because of these problems that I and many other Christians have faced, in the next few minutes, I will show you in the light of God’s Word that prayer is indeed extremely important and powerful in its effects. So, stay with me until the end of this video so that your way of seeing the importance of prayer, will never be the same again.

Exodus 33:11 states, “And the Lord spoke unto Moses face to face as a man speaketh unto his friend.” Notice that Moses did not speak to God. He spoke with God. It was a real conversation, open, full of sincerity. At one point, he poured out his heart about the burden of leading Israel and God responded with a promise. “My presence shall go with thee and I will give thee, rest.” Moses then went further and said, “I beseech thee, show me thy glory,” and God answered, “I will make all my goodness pass before thee.

See, this was not a cold distant conversation. It was friendship. It was closeness. There was an exchange of thoughts and then comes that shocking moment in the episode of the golden calf. The people made an idol and God announced that He would destroy Israel and start all over again with Moses. Imagine that! He could have become the new Abraham, but instead of accepting, Moses interceded.

He reminded God of his character, of his promises, and even said, “Why doth thy wrath wax hot against thy people whom thou hast brought forth out of the land of Egypt with great power and with a mighty hand?” And then we read something astonishing! “And the Lord repented of the evil which he thought to do unto his people.”

Here it’s important to explain that the Bible is not saying God is unstable. What the text shows, is that he chose, to relate, to listen, to give room for intercession. He wanted to involve Moses in what was happening. The destruction that was about to take place did not happen because of Moses’ intercession.

Another similar episode happens with Abraham interceding for Sodom. God reveals that He will destroy the city because of its wickedness, but Abraham full of courage, begins a sort of negotiation. He asks, “Wilt thou also destroy the righteous with the wicked? Per venture there are 50 righteous within the city, wilt thou also destroy and not spare the place for the 50 righteous that are therein,” and God answers, “If I find in Sodom 50 righteous within the city, then I will spare all the place for their sake.” Abraham does not stop there. He keeps reducing the number 45, 40, 30, 20 until he reaches ten. And each time God confirms, “I will not destroy it, down to “for ten sake.”

This scene is powerful because it shows that God opens himself to dialog. He does not rebuke Abraham for daring, but involves him in his plan. Once again, we see that prayer is not an empty monologue. It is the Creator allowing a human being to take part in his actions in the world.

These two examples, although very interesting, raise two questions in our minds. First, God does not talk to us in this way today. In many moments, prayer feels more like talking to ourselves. Second, we are not on the same level as these supermen of God in the Bible. All this is true but it is important to say that even though we no longer have this possibility of conversing with God as with a friend, face to face, we still have the incredible privilege of perceiving that He answers us through His Providence. He organizes events in creation all the time so that His will is fulfilled and more.

In Christ, we receive something even greater, in whom we have boldness and access, with confidence by the faith of Him. In other words, we do not need to be spiritual giants to talk with God. Any Christian sustained by faith can draw near to Him, freely open their heart, and be certain that he is being heard.

And this is where everything changes. From the examples of Moses and Abraham and many other men in the Bible, we realize that prayer is not about pushing buttons on a divine machine expecting automatic answers. Prayer is real conversation with the living God. Sometimes He says yes, sometimes no, sometimes wait, but he always responds as a friend who is present.

Unfortunately, many times we try to turn our interaction with God into a formula to obtain from Him the life we want. We try to live a good moral life. Add to that doing things in church, praying, reading the Bible, and avoiding sin. We mistakenly conclude that by doing all this perfectly, we will obtain God’s blessing. But God is not a formula, nor some kind of impersonal energy force. He is a relational being. God desires to know and be known. He thinks, feels, rejoices, grieves, loves, is angered by sin, and has compassion for our weakness. In his high priestly prayer, Jesus says to the Father, “And I have declared unto them Thy Name and will declare it, that the love wherewith thou hast loved me, may be in them and I in them.”

In other words, Christ’s desire was not merely that we would have rules or religious practices to get requests answered, but that we would experience the love of the Father. This shows that the Christian life is not about decoding some spiritual equation to receive blessings but diving into a relationship where the love of God is real, present, and transforming, and do you know what all this means? That our prayers can indeed change things, not because God does not know what to do, but because He has chosen to relate to us. He chose to act through the prayers of His people.

James 5:16 sums it up well, “The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.” Effective prayer is not reciting memorized words, nor fulfilling an obligation, because God has already decided everything. When you pray, something can change, something that was going to happen, may cease to happen. Something that was not going to happen, may begin to happen, all because you placed yourself before the living God, who hears, answers, and acts.

In Hebrews 4:16 we read, “Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.” This verse is a key to understanding prayer. It does not say, let us come with fear or let us come only when we are perfect! It says with boldness! This is revolutionary. In the Old Testament, only the high priest could enter the Holy of Holys and even then, only once a year, after many rituals but now, because of Christ, every Christian can approach the throne of grace at any moment in any place. What was once the privilege of one man, is now the invitation for all of us and see what we find at this throne; not condemnation, not scorn, but abundant mercy and grace! That means when we pray, we are not standing before a grim judge waiting for our failure, but rather, before a loving Father ready to help us.

And more, the text promises help in time of need. This means that God does not answer late or out of season; He responds at the right time, at the exact moment we need. It may not be when we expect, but it is always when we need it. Prayer makes room for this divine aid that comes in just the right measure.

That’s why I want to challenge you. Don’t pray anymore as if fulfilling an obligation. Pray as one, who speaks with the present Father, as one who talks with a friend who cares, as one who participates in something real. From today on, every time you kneel or simply whisper, “Lord help me,” remember this. You are not talking to the walls. You are speaking to the Living God and He is listening. And, if He is listening, then prayer makes all the difference!

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How To Let The Holy Spirit Lead

Daisy and I Soon Found The Mayor’s House …… Part II

If you’ve not read Part I, I suggest do so prior to reading this.

… tucked under the spread of a huge banyan tree. The doors finally creaked open after a long pause following my loud knocking, and a charming, elderly Chinese lady who spoke fluent English with a British accent greeted us. “Good evening. Won’t you please come in,” she invited with polite formality. “My husband will be out soon to visit with you. Please be seated,” our host urged pointing us to several elaborately carved wooden chairs. I finally saw the mayor shuffling towards us through a darkened doorway. His wife immediately left her seat offering it to her husband and she scooted off. The mayor seemed ancient, his face a mass of wrinkles that nearly swallowed his eyes.

I could tell the mayor was very calculating by the questions he asked. Like his wife, he spoke fluent British English. Finally, the questioning came to the heart of our visit, as he directly inquired. “Why have you left America to come to Hong Kong? Why do you want to live in our village?”

I knew this was the crucial question because this was obviously a Buddhist village that practiced ancestral worship. The chances that they would allow a Western Christian Gweilo, a “foreign devil,” as Westerners are commonly called, to live among them seem very unlikely. But I also knew, I had to be totally honest about the call God had placed on our lives.

Taking a deep breath and slowly exhaling, I ventured, “We’re here because the living God directed us to come. We are here to tell Chinese people about his Son, Jesus Christ. Do you know who he is?”

The mayor looked at me for an uncomfortably long time. I couldn’t tell what he was thinking as he stared at me from expressionless eyes peering out of narrow slits. Finally, a slight smile began to break scattering the wrinkles on his face in different directions.

 To my complete surprise, he said, “Well, praise the Lord! I’ve been preparing for years that God would bring someone to this village with the gospel. What can I do to help you?”

By the end of our visit, the mayor and I had an agreement that would help renovate an older two-story house in the middle of the village. His daughter owned it and been used for storage over the previous 20 years. In exchange they would waive the standard two-month deposit along with the first month’s rent. They would also pay for all the materials we required make the property livable again. Before Daisy and I left the village, we prayed together with the mayor that God would use us to bring glory to His name and that His love would be revealed in the village.

Work on our new project began the next day as we rushed to beat the two-week deadline of vacating the company apartment. Working late into the evening hours and on weekends, Daisy and I replaced 40 broken window panes, and removed piles of trash. We scrubbed and painted the inside of the two-story building from top to bottom. By the time I completed the last two weeks of employment, we were ready to move our few belongings out of the company apartment and into our miracle house.

Needless to say, our arrival attracted the attention of the entire village. Being the only white Westerners who ever lived in this village, I was very aware that nearly every move I made was being scrutinized, especially by the old grandmas who lived in the houses surrounding ours on all four sides. How I treated my children and my wife was carefully watched, and I felt the pressure to be on my very best behavior for the sake of representing Jesus well.

This is the second two-post revealing Wendell & Daisy’s intimate dependence on God to provide. I trust you can recall similar instances on your own journey. Count your Blessings. Be honest with your own current situation & do intercede for others you know whom are similarly struggling.

NEXT UP: An thought-provoking discourse on How To Talk “WITH” God and Not “TO” God, a 10 minute YouTube following the written script. Plan accordingly.

GO NOW From the Innermost Parts of the Heart to the Uttermost Parts of the World

This is the second two-post revealing Wendell & Daisy’s intimate dependence on God to provide. I trust you can recall similar instances on your own journey. Count your Blessings. Be honest with your own current situation & do intercede for others you know whom are similarly struggling.

Chapter 20 Evidence of Things Not Seen Part 1.

So don’t worry about these things, saying, “What will we eat? What will we drink” What will we wear?” These things dominate the thoughts of unbelievers, but your Heavenly Father already knows all your needs. Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and He will give you everything you need. So don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough for today. Matthew 6:31-34 (NLT)

In January 1988, having worked as an art director at the import and export company for over a year, Daisy and I determined that we really had to move on. The call of God on our lives was stronger now than ever. We recognized that God had brought us this far by faith. If we were going to continue with Him on this journey, we needed to keep going by faith. The challenge of deliberately cutting from the source of finances we were now so dependent upon, was once again the battle we would have to fight. However, I didn’t want to go through that agonizing process the way I had experienced it when I left the job teaching at the college.

“Daisy, we need to know for sure if God called us a full-time service or not. If God really called us here to serve him, then the only way I know how to do this is to trust him 100 percent to take care of us and provide for our needs. I just can’t do what God has put in my heart and keep working at this job at the same time.”

Daisy agreed, and so, together, we made the choice to take another step of faith. We determined I would leave my place of employment deliberately and not tell anyone about it except God alone. No hinting by requesting prayers for our finances in newsletters to our friends, family, and church back in the states. Likewise, no telling our friends and other missionaries, or even Daisy’s family in Hong Kong that I was leaving my job. This would be between ourselves and God alone. “This I declare about the Lord: He alone is my refuge, my place of safety; he is my God, and I trust Him.” Psalm 9:2

Without deliberating further, I gave notice that I was leaving my job. This time the response from my boss was different from when I left my teaching job over a year ago.

“I want you to hire a new art director and be out of your office and the company apartment in two weeks,” I was told matter-of-factly.

I’d almost forgotten that we were living free in the company apartment and that sudden realization brought a wave of alarm I tried hard not to show. “No problem, we’ll be gone,” I replied with a faint coolness.

My mind, however screamed, Big problem! Big big problem! Just like that, I had once again taken my family on a wild plug for the edge of a cliff with no hope of a safe landing, except that God would intervene.

Word quickly spread among my office staff. “Do you know where you’re going to live?” asked Cheung, the first artist I had hired a year ago. “If you’re looking for a good place, I know some vacant apartments available in a little village where I live near the China border.” Checking himself, he said, “But I don’t know if they’ll even allow a Westerner to live there. It’s privately owned, traditional old-style Chinese village that has belonged to the Hui family for many generations. But I suppose I can find out for sure if you want me to.”

Since we had no other options for housing, on such notice, this seemed like a good idea as any. “Well, sure, why not let’s see what happens.” I replied hopefully.

When Chang arrived at the office the next day, he reported he’d already arranged for Daisy and me to meet the village mayor the following evening. The mayor wanted to interview with us before determining if permission for outsiders to live among them would be granted

Leaving our children in the care of Daisy’s mother we arrived at the village the following evening after a 35-minute train ride from our home in Mong Kok. It was a dark as we found our way to the entrance that passed through a 12-foot-thick section of an ancient fortification wall that surrounded the village for many generations. Within that gate was an altar in front of an idol of a Buddhist deity where the smoke of incense rose from the glowing tips of several just set behind a few oranges, a bowl of rice and a cup of tea. This was to honor and entreat protection from the village god and family ancestors.

TO BE CONTINUED

Why Smart Young Americans Are Falling for Communism

And Why It Looks So Different This Time.

By Kay Rubacek, an award-winning filmmaker, author, and podcast host. After being detained in a Chinese prison for advocating for human rights, she has dedicated her work to promoting human value and facing communist regimes in their modern forms. Her forthcoming book is “Staying Human in the Age of AI.” She has also contributed to The Epoch Times since 2010. Note: All underlined words are links to documentation. This is one of my most important posts ever! Don’t miss merlin’s last paragraph BOTTOM LINE Parting Shot Over the Bow….

“They’re the smartest, most connected, and most educated generation in human history, yet also the most despairing.

They can learn quantum physics on YouTube, yet can’t afford rent. They can text anyone, anywhere, anytime, yet say they’ve never felt more alone. They’re anxious, medicated, and exhausted by a world that feels out of control: climate, economy, identity, you name it.

So when someone like mayoral candidate, Zohran Mamdani, the smiling socialist from Queens, New York, talks about free groceries, free buses, and free childcare, it doesn’t sound radical. It sounds like an offer of rescue.

Older generations were shocked and appalled by his sudden rise in popularity. Many shook their heads and asked: “How could they fall for communism again?” But they forget what it’s like to be young and searching for purpose, especially in a new digital world that’s lost its sense of meaning.


Communism Doesn’t Look Like It Used To

My grandparents fled communism twice: first from Russia, then from China. My parents-in-law fled the same ideology in Czechoslovakia.

The communism they escaped was visible: soldiers, propaganda, murder, and fear. Physical control.

Today’s version looks like compassion. It wears a smile. It speaks the language of equity and inclusion.

It doesn’t promise to seize your farm; it promises to cancel your debt.

It doesn’t call for revolution; it calls for “fairness.”

That’s what makes it more dangerous because it doesn’t look dangerous at all.

And it’s spreading through a culture where many no longer even know what the word socialism means.


What Socialism Is and What It Isn’t

“Socialism” once meant something concrete: collective or state ownership of production to enforce equality.

“Communism” was the endgame. A world without private ownership, where the state fades because everyone lives as one in peace and harmony. A “heaven on earth” created by those who want to “play God”.

But over time, those meanings dissolved and:

  • Schools stopped teaching what socialism actually was.
  • Language softened to the point where “democratic socialism” sounds harmless.
  • History blurred to the point where younger Americans associate socialism with fairness, not famine.

So now, “socialism” means virtually anything from free college to condemning government or capitalist corruption, to just being nice. And when words lose meaning, people they get confused. They lose vigilance. They stop standing up. And they stop asking hard questions.

That’s how every “new experiment” in socialism began: with good intentions and moral confusion.

Most people don’t even realize that China, the world’s largest communist state, calls itself a “democratic socialist system.” It’s run by the Chinese Communist Party, a one-party surveillance regime, and the world’s worst human rights abuser, and yet it uses the same vocabulary of fairness and equality that American socialists now repeat.

If we’re using the same word to describe both China’s dictatorship and New York’s proposed rent freeze, free buses, and free childcare for all, maybe the confusion isn’t accidental.


The DSA: An Ideology, Not a Party

Zohran Mamdani, isn’t just a Democrat, he’s part of the Democratic Socialists of America, or DSA. The distinction is important whether you live in New York or not.

The DSA describes its mission this way:

“We are democratic socialists because we reject an authoritarian state and favor democracy—in both politics and the economy. We believe that working people should run both the economy and society democratically to meet human needs, not to make profits for a few.” ~ Democratic Socialists of America

That may sound reasonable at first glance. But read it closely. It isn’t a policy platform, it’s a moral creed.

The DSA isn’t structured like a traditional U.S. political party that trades in compromise, data, and incremental progress. It’s an ideological movement, guided by belief, not evidence. It’s not designed to include a broad coalition of differing views or negotiate competing interests the way a traditional party does. It’s designed to reshape culture itself over the long term, to shift moral language, redefine values, and make its worldview feel like common sense rather than political choice.

It’s driven more by faith than by reason. It is based on the belief that if people like them ran the system, they could fix it. That is idealism disguised as governance. And that’s why it resonates with the young.

In a world of despair, it tells the youth they can be the saviors.

That’s a powerful message, yet a dangerous one. It’s a message designed to indoctrinate, not to educate.


The Long March Through the Institutions

In the 1960s, a German activist named Rudi Dutschke coined the phrase “the long march through the institutions.”

He meant that socialism could win over nations by slowly reshaping culture—schools, media, art, faith, and language—until people stopped noticing the change.

Leftist intellectuals like Herbert Marcuse, a German-born Marxist thinker and “the Father of the New Left” helped teach and apply that strategy to America’s institutions, describing it as “working against the established institutions while working in them”.

Same goal. Different method.

And it worked.

Over decades, socialism has rebranded as empathy. Now, many Americans who would never dream of calling themselves communists proudly call themselves “democratic socialists.”

They don’t realize it’s the same ideological seed just planted in softer soil.


This Is More Than a Social Trend

In their youth, our older generations sought belonging—to find their place in society that they were coming to understand.

This generation of youth is different. They are seeking reasons to live at all.

They’re living through an existential crisis:

  • Youth suicide rates have never been higher.
  • In Canada, the government has received requests for assisted suicide from children as young as twelve, and they’re considering offering it to them.

When life feels that empty, ideology is a replacement for meaning, for purpose. It isn’t just politics, it’s salvation.

Socialism offers that: a moral framework, a simple villain (the rich, the system), and a promise of redemption through equality.

It says: Your pain isn’t your fault. The system did this to you. And if we rebuild the system, you’ll finally be free.

That’s more secular gospel than a political message. And it works when it is filling a void that used to be filled by faith, family, mental freedom, and purpose.


Why the Old Warnings Don’t Work

Telling a 20-year-old that communism killed 100 million people won’t reach them when they already feel like life isn’t worth living.

Milton Friedman, economist and Nobel laureate prepared us that we would have to play our part for each future generation:

“The battle for freedom must be won over and over again. The socialists in all parties… must once again be persuaded or defeated if we are to remain free men.”

He was right. But persuasion isn’t just about logic. It’s about meaning. We can’t out-argue socialism with data or intellect. We have to out-inspire it by showing that freedom, responsibility, and creativity give life deeper purpose than any government plan ever could.


Going Forward

Freedom alone isn’t enough anymore, especially for the youth. It has to mean something. And that meaning begins with the one thing socialism always promises but never truly delivers: human connection.

When people feel unseen, ideology is seductive.

Mamdani’s smile isn’t powerful because it’s political, it’s powerful because it’s human. It makes people feel seen.

That’s the same hunger that algorithms exploit, that politics manipulates, and that too many of us forget to feed in our daily lives.

The real answer isn’t more politics or a new ideology. It’s relearning how to be human again—a handshake, a hug, a conversation that isn’t scored for likes or for outrage.

It’s building community by choice, not by coercion. Growing compassion without collectivism. Seeking truth and honesty without manipulation or indoctrination.

We already have algorithms pretending to be our friends. We don’t need politics to become another substitute for human connection.

And we certainly don’t need more social experiments to prove another inevitable socialist failure. We need to move on after learning from a century of failed attempts.

Young people aren’t crazy for wanting a better world. They’re desperate for a reason to care but they’re looking for it in all the wrong places. If we want to help them, we have to start where politics can’t go: with real human warmth. Because the only thing stronger than ideology is still the human heart which is as immeasurable as it is powerful. And which has seen man through the darkest of times and has never let us down.

merlin’s BOTTOM LINE: Parting Shot Over the Bow….

Listen, the above from Kay is well & good, and needs to be said, but beware, it is not enough! And I well understand, how the human heart by itself is so easily deceived. (Jeremiah 17:9) “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?” I too was deceived and lulled complacently for decades, but once I surrendered to the gospel of Jesus Christ, to His compelling & enlightening path, being personally & intimately called (and not merely by algorithms either), both convicted & forgiven of my sin, then transformed & empowered, such that we are instantly justified, continually sanctified, eventually GLORIFIED INTO HIS PRESENCE! All absolutely & infinitely beyond any earthly political or church culture kingdom comparison! And now, as His Ambassadors, we must speak His truth! And dare I say, collectively or individually in our sheltered community enclaves, we’re often failing miserably. I know, for too long I’ve been a hypocrite, merely culturally engaged, like the Pharisees legalistically checking boxes! But, once Christ’s love is in our Hearts & Minds, confirmed by our living in obedience to Him, everything will change in our communities and the world.

Lest We Forget in memory of JFK’s inaugural address with a twist, “Ask not what your country can do for you–ask rather, whom God would have you love in His kingdom today!”

And that my friend, is light years beyond an Irrational Act of Generosity!

“HIS-Just-In-Time-Publishing” Gives You Today’s SPIRITUAL ENCOURAGEMENT & CULTURAL INSIGHTS

From Wendell Martin’s GO NOW Ch 22 “The First Bible Courier Trip.”

The good news about the kingdom will be preached throughout the whole world so that all nations will hear it and the then the end will come. Matthew 24:14 (NLT)

Last evening the future blog post pantry was bare. I did not despair. This morning after our intense separate hour walk (currently, l can’t begin to keep up with Loretta’s & Angel’s pace), so after listening to the book of James and prayer, when I returned home, I read these words to Loretta from Go Now. I was compelled to share. Enjoy. And DO COUNT Your Blessings! merlin

“One of the most outstanding things about Hong Kong is how crowded it is. It was almost impossible to escape the multitudes of people once stepping outside our tiny apartment. The border area that links Hong Kong and China is no exception. Over 250,000 people process through immigration customs every day as they walk the short distance from the train terminals to cross between Hong Kong and Shenzhen, China.

In December 1978, just a little over two years after the death of Maul Zedong, the founder of China’s Communist Party, his successor Deng Xiaoping, had announced a new open-door policy paving the way for foreign businesses to once again do business in China. For 30 years, China’s government had imposed self-isolation from the rest of the world as Mao Zedong had elevated himself to the status of a god. He wielded his power to create a new socialist China using radical and merciless tactics that left the nation in ruin, at the terrible cost of an estimated 60 to 80 million Chinese lives.

Many things that happened under Mao Zedong’s control were disastrous for the people of China; however, there were some good things too. One of the great accomplishments under his regime was a new form of writing called the “simplified script.” With this, Chairman Mao was able to educate a mostly illiterate nation how to read.

With a literate nation, Mao Zedong was able to unify, indoctrinate, and control the population through propaganda and his famous Little Red Book, which was full of quotations from his speeches and writings. It became almost mandatory for every Chinese citizen to own, read, and carry the book so they could easily refer to it for guidance and inspiration. Tens of millions of copies were published. Failures produce a copy when requested would result in punishment which varied from verbal harassment and beatings to a prison sentence. At the same time, classic literature and modern works were destroyed so the Chinese citizens could only read the Little Red Book. In spite of the horrific aftermath of Chairman Mao’s policies, the nation still exalted and worshiped him some out of blind loyalty and others out of sheer terror.

With very little approved literature available. it is easy to understand that China developed a deep hunger for anything in writing. This included the Bible! With a spiritual vacuum and a hunger for the written word, God’s Word was eagerly sought after by a nation disillusioned by empty government promises and heavy-handed control.

In those early days, every Bible brought into China was a treasure that purportedly resulted in at least 100 people coming to faith in Jesus. The Chinese told us once that they had a Bible, it was passed from one hungry person to another without ever being put down. Its treasured pages were hand-copied and large portions were committed to memory. God’s word was like gasoline poured on a smoldering fire. The move of God in China exploded as thousands upon thousands of people found new life hope and purpose and salvation through Jesus. They found freedom from the grip of sin and the spiritual vacuum left in the wake of communist ideology.

As China began opening to the rest of the world, Christian tourists visiting China began crossing the borders in the China carrying Bibles hidden in their luggage. Although Bibles carried into China from outside were not specifically listed as contraband, it was illegal for Chinese citizens to receive a Bible from outside China.

While many of these Bibles were confiscated at the border, some were allowed to slip through. China had a delicate dance to perform on the world stage on which they now found themselves. On the one hand, they did not want to be seen by the international community as being totally intolerant of Christianity. Doing so could impede the inflow of Western wealth that China so desperately needed. On the other hand, they also needed to maintain thought control and squelch the unsettling move of God sweeping across China. Jesus was drawing millions of people into a unified grassroots movement. This posed a serious threat to a system of government that could not fully function with people answering to a higher power than their government leaders.

While the Chinese custom officials made every effort to control the number of Bibles coming over their border, the reality was that God was working on the behalf of his people. Over the years as China opened to the West, millions of Bibles were carefully carried into China by couriers making two and three trips across the border every day with their precious cargo.

NEXT UP: Not Yet Revealed. No Rush. His Timing!

Remember the Exhilaration Of God’s Assurance After a “deep dive?

Again, if you missed Mon & Tues, read those posts first, before this conclusion.

“Wendell, if you’re going to Hong Kong, go now!” said the gentle voice loud and as clear as it was right next to me.

My eyes flew open, and I jumped up.

A wave of adrenaline rushed through my body as I quickly realized that nobody was there. I ran out of the barn.

“Hey, Wes, where are you? What do you want?” I quickly ran all the way around the barn, calling out, “Who’s there? Where are you?

After several minutes of searching both inside and outside of the barn, I knew the answer, though I had known it all along. No human had been there. God had clearly given me the next step that I had been praying and fasting for. The direction was so loud and clear that there was no way I could disavow it. Only God could have known what I was praying and fasting for. Not even Daisy knew.

I collapsed to the floor where I had been sitting just a few minutes earlier, trembling, and terrified as the realization of what had just happened settled into my mind. “If you’re going to Hong Kong, go now,” I had been clearly directed. “If you are going …” made it my choice. “To Hong Kong …” was the destination. “Go now …” gave me the time frame. Everything I’ve been asking God for had come in that simple life changing sentence.

God, in a moment, had set before me a new path for my life, a path I’d assumed He had been preparing for a long, long time. Now, the choice was mine to make: stay the course I had been on for the past few years or risk an adventure with Jesus on a narrow, uncharted path that seemed fraught with all kinds of imagined and un-imagined peril.

As I leaned back against that barn pole, my pounding heart immediately responded to God’s challenge with a huge enthusiastic yes! But, just as emphatically, though, my mind screamed out “No, no, no, no! Don’t do this! Think it through first. Be reasonable. Consider your career. Look at this beautiful car you just you still need to finish waxing. Think about all the bills that need paying. Think about the baby that is due in 6 months. It was the same old arguments that had kept me awake night after night after night. It was that bothersome old giant of compromise trying to make a last-ditch, desperate grab to hold on to his territory.

It was time! This battle was on for real! The giant was going to go down, now or never! I put the lid back on that can of wax and threw it into the trunk of the car. I’ll find out for sure if I’m ready to go really to go in this new direction. I’ll see what Daisy says when I tell her how God is guiding us! With that, I left the barn and the half-finished wax job and walked back to our new unfinished house that I had been investing so much time, energy, and money in. I found Daisy standing at the stove stirring a pot of vegetable soup as I stepped into the kitchen.

“OK, God,” I prayed silently, “if Daisy agrees with this insanity, then, for sure, this must be You directing our lives.”

“Daisy,” I said softly, my insides feeling like Jelly, “I’ve just received some very clear direction from God.”

Daisy stopped stirring the soup, and without turning away from her project, replied, “Oh and what did you hear?”

“What I heard was. ‘If we’re going to go to Hong Kong, we are to go now,”’ I said without any expression of emotion or further explanation.

“And how soon do we actually leave?” Daisy asked as she slowly turned to face me.

I hadn’t prepared to answer that question yet. However, without giving a second thought and knowing I had to give one month advance notification at the college if I would leave my teaching position, I replied, “We leave in one month. I’ll turn in my resignation tomorrow!”

“Wendell, are you sure this is of God?” Daisy asked.

I told her what had transpired over the past months and in the barn a few minutes earlier.

“OK,” she simply said in affirmation and, with that, turned back to give her full attention to the vegetable soup.

I stared at the small bulge beginning to show on her stomach and had to wonder again at my sanity. “OK, God we’re in this for real! I’m really, really scared, but I don’t want to miss what You have for us. Please help us to see through this to the end-whenever, wherever, however that is!”

NEXT UP: We’ll see!

How Often Have We Been On A Similar Street?

This is the second of a three Part Post. If you missed Monday’s, I suggest you read that first.

It was Sunday afternoon, the third day of a total, water only fast. Waves of pains made my stomach growl loudly. I was miserable and desperate for God to show up so I could eat. In the back of my mind lurked the possibility that God would stay silent, as he usually seemed to do when I fasted, and I would soon be giving up this irrational endeavor in exchange for the pizza I was craving.

I smeared a dab of wax on my brand-new car, hoping to distract myself from the unrelenting hunger. It was a beautiful machine and it seemed like such a wise purchase the day I signed my name on the bank loan contract. Today, I resented the car for the freedom it was costing me! I sat on the dusty cement floor of the barn where the car was parked and furiously rubbed away the dried-wax residue to reveal a flawless shiny paint that was so beautiful, silky smooth, and brand new. I hated that I liked it so much!

I sat back to admire my work and ponder the dilemma of my life. “God, what am I supposed to do?” I complained.

For years following my mission trip to the Philippines, the idea of going to Africa as a missionary had shadowed my life. Today the reality of that dream seemed a million miles out of reach.

Ever been here? Up this creek without a paddle?

“God, I know you require faith and faith requires some kind of action, but what do You want from me? Do You want me to just pack up my family, go stand in a line at the airport, and wait for the tickets to somehow magically show up? I know you can make that kind of thing happen, and I’m willing to give it a try if You want. I just want what You want. I’m willing to do anything you require anything You require. Anything!”

I had nothing more to offer God: no ideas, no strategies, and no expectations. I just wanted to surrender to whatever He wanted for my life.

“I meant this from the bottom of my heart. No strings attached!” I said in a moment a full surrender that brought tears to my eyes.

As the words rushed out of my mouth, I felt as if I were standing on the edge of an extremely high cliff, and what I had said to God had somehow initiated a leap off the edge of that cliff into the unknown. It was a gut-wrenching, all-or-nothing surrender to an invisible and unpredictable God. I was in free-fall away from my desires, my opinions, and all the things I understood and assumed to be right about God- completely.

By now, tears were running down my cheeks and my heart It was aching as I realized at that moment, nothing in life mattered anymore. Nothing! I gave up! My life was no longer my own, and I was falling into a bottomless void. There was no turning back. My only hope was that God would eventually catch me. I can’t explain how this all works except it seemed in that moment that there came a synchronization of hearts, when my “want to” finally lined up with God’s “want to.” He wanted to prove to me that I could indeed trust Him.

It took only a heartbeat of time to cross the point of no return, a point of total surrender to the sovereignty of God’s love, power, and authority, over my life. In that heartbeat, something incredibly happened. It was frightening, and exhilarating at the same time, like the moment of conception when something that is not comes to life. It is the moment in the famous Michelangelo painting on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel, where God’s outstretched finger touches man’s outstretched finger. It is in that moment faith becomes sight.

Something had just happened! I didn’t understand, but as I plunged from everything I valued and based my life on in on into the uncertainty of God’s will for my life, I found the peace and the joy I had been searching for. I leaned back against an old hand-hewn barn pole closed my tear-filled eyes, and for the next few minutes, simply basked in the amazing miracle of God’s presence.

“Wendell,” I heard someone call my name, jarring me from out of my reverie. I thought it might be where Wes Smith who lived next door to the old barn.

“Yeah,” I called out without opening my eyes, annoyed at the disruption.

To Be Concluded Tomorrow.

WHEN GOD LEADS…

Stimulated by Wendell Martins book GO NOW: From the Innermost Parts of the Heart To the Uttermost Parts of the World

No question, Loretta & I certainly struggled with transitioning to Panama. Coming here was quite contrary to everything we’d worked for since remodeling our home in ’93, that being the first step in a three decade plan of acquisition for a family compound with two lots and two homes for three sons. In hindsight, no doubt it was rather preposterous selfish thinking on our part, that our offspringwould ever settle there!

After our son Ben and wife Jill retired to Panama, they spoke of the countries advantages for our health and well-being encouraging us to join them and to try it for several winters. And now since we’re here with a 2-year lease, Loretta & I realize now how much we did, and really are, still “winging it” while on this latest adventure.

Therefore, as I also recall accounts told me by other persons & couples of their encountered struggles seeking God’s guidance, and then read of Wendell’s continuing struggle of serving God while being taunted with slaying the giant of COMPROMISE, I’m compelled to share with you his words how God intervened for him. He said on page 137,

“there was no logical way I could ever escape the powerful grip COMPROMISE held on my life in order to align myself with the unknown destiny God was inviting me into. I had debts that had to be paid. This meant, I needed to stay within systems of employment. There was the new house, the new car, my career, my wife, and our baby, and we’d just found out Daisy was pregnant again! Everything seemed so completely tangled up! Thinking just made my tired head hurt.”

Early one morning after a sleepless night, a long-forgotten Bible verse, came to me, “Without faith, you can’t please God.” In frustration, I turned my attention from my tangled mess of thoughts to explore this simple dancing truth through my mind. As I did, words began to form that seemed to come from God, “Wendell, I’ve brought you to this place. You did not arrive here by accident. You know, I’ve always been with you, even though you didn’t always feel it. Now, if you’re ready, I have a very important lesson for you to learn.”

This moment reminded me of another time God had come to visit me. Again, it was intimate and real! Full of hope and anticipation, I eagerly responded, “Yes, I’m ready.” After which I heard, “You can only take down this giant by faith: faith in me and faith in my love for you and my good intentions for your life. So let me handle this for you. It is too big for you. Are you willing to take this dare?”

Truth came into my heart and mind like a healing balm. Here was the answer. Trust God! He had a plan, and I simply needed to honor Him by trusting Him, no questions asked. I remembered the warts at age ten and the miracles later in the Philippine jungles. Why had I forgotten those valuable lessons? Simply trust God and wait for Him to reveal my next move. Then do whatever He tells me, no matter how illogical it might seem from a rational perspective, like David, who stepped onto a battlefield, vulnerable, no protective armor, to face the giant Goliath, with an empty slingshot and a heart full of faith that God Himself was right there with Him. At that moment, I relaxed in surrender to His love. It was a deliberate choice. Yes, He loves me.

Before drifting off to sleep that night, God had already given me the idea for the next step. I would fast as an act of faith. No food until God shows me the step! This seemed an unreasonable way to enter into a fight, and better judgement immediately mocked the idea.

“Do you really think God will respond because you are voluntarily going hungry? Are you trying to force His hand? Silly boy!” Logic taunted.

I countered, “I’m already spiritually starving. I’ve felt for a long time like I’m dying. At least by fasting, maybe I’ll find out how serious I really am about confronting this giant of COMPROMISE. Maybe I’ll discover how strong a grip he has on me.

To Be Continued.

STRENGTH FOR DOING WHAT GOD HAS PLANNED:

You Are Called: Discover Your God-Given Gifts To Fulfill Your Purpose by John Bevere

Friday Oct 17 Day Five

Let’s now bring this over into our spiritual life. If we don’t do the will of Jesus who sends us, we become weak. That makes us more vulnerable to temptation. In more than 40 years of walking with Jesus, I’ve noticed that one of the primary causes of people slipping away from the faith, is a lack of doing. They become lazy and idle regarding their calling and before they know it, they find themselves in complacent addictions, immorality, or given to varied interests, many, though perhaps good, are just not God’s first choosing, so that the complacent are pulled then back into the world’s way of living. They lose their spiritual appetite, thus their strength. Here’s the bottom line; What we do for God strengthens us!

Bottom Line # 1

How would you honestly describe the overall present condition of your spiritual strength? And, in what specific ways do you sense the need for greater spiritual strength?

Allow me to restate the truth of these three verses. You were born again by the free gift of grace to be a child of God. And, you were equally empowered by that same grace to do something. Scripture declares that God planned each of our works beforehand. Addressing the Lord David writes, “You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed.” Psalm 139: 16. God designed things for you to do before you were born. He actually recorded these works in a book. We can only imagine how huge this book is because every moment of our lives is recorded in it.

These assignments He planned for us, revolve around building His kingdom. His deepest desire is that we fulfill His plans for our life, but it’s not guaranteed that we will. Notice in Ephesians 2:10 the word “should.” It doesn’t say that we “would” walk in them, it says that we “should” walk in them.

PLEASE CONSIDER THIS:

Here’s where our free will enters the game. He prearranged our works but it’s up to us to walk in what He planned. I’m firmly convinced that when we stand before Jesus at the believers judgment seat, where we will be rewarded for our labor as Christians, OR will suffer loss, for our neglect, He will open His book and say, “Let’s compare how you actually lived to the original plan my Father and I had in mind for you.” In regard to the judgment, it’s written in two different places in scripture that the books were opened. See Daniel 7:10 and Revelation 20:12.

I believe these books were written by God about our life before we were born. Regarding our specific calling, we won’t be judged on what we did, but rather on what we were called to do. That’s both sobering and invigorating! Envision yourself standing before the Lord after your present earthly life is past, and your eternal rewards have been granted, having been determined by your faithfulness to God’s original plan for your life and for your unique calling and purpose. What do you think you’ll want to praise and thank Him for the most? What do you think you’ll want most to hear from Him?

BOTTOM LINE #2

Keep thinking further about the truth that God has a unique original plan and calling for each of us! What does this say about our Heavenly Father’s character? Especially about His wisdom, His compassion, His grace, and His mercy? As you reflect on this, feel free in this very moment to give Him your worship, adoration, and praise.

Good Morning Readers!

This is where we’ll conclude our introduction to John’s You Are Called: Discover Your God-Given Gifts To Fulfill Your Purpose . I echo John’s words in his special message prior Chapter One, Connecting The Dots, when he states, “Throughout this book you’ll find biblical insights and strategies that will empower you to discover your purpose, ignite your passion, and realize your God given potential within each chapter. You’ll also see questions and prompt’s to help you think about and personalize what you’re learning as you go on this journey to discover and step into your calling.

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Chapter Titles:

Ch. 1 Connecting The Dots

Ch 2. Imparted Abilities

Ch 3. Assess Yourself Honestly

Ch 4. Stewards

Ch 5. Faithful

Ch 6. Diligence & Multiplication

Ch 7. Great Multiplications

Ch 8. Strategic Ideas

Ch 9. Investing

Ch 10. The Catalyst

Ch 11. Imitate Me

Ch 12. Hindrances To Multiplication Part One

Ch 13. Hindrances To Multiplication Part Two

Ch. 14. Discover & Develop Your Gift

Ch. 15.Anointed

Next Up: Surprise.